|The Dark Side: Kylo Ren X Reader|

Part 18

Just saw Rogue One.. TALK ABOUT AWESOME!  ~ Was it just me or did the stormtroopers and the rest of the bad guys seemed hot..  

Last Interruption!! WARNING: It's a drama filled chapter.. I live for the drama 🔥

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Your legs turned to comeplete mush when you heard that.. "W-what?" You managed to squeak out until you felt yourself being picked up; bridal style. "Am I dreaming again? Because this feels real" you mumbled, making Kylo chuckle. "No. You're not dreaming" he stated. 

You closed your eyes with a bright red blush, "Is.. something finally going to happen??" You thought but then Kylo Ren suddenly let you down from his arms. "I'm sorry, we'll have to postpone.. I'll be back in a little while" he said, looking away. You were a bit confused but gave a short nod at his words. 

"Alright well, I'll be in the room" you said, trying to understand what was happening. Why is Kylo  acting weird all of the sudden? He nodded at you as he walked off. "Hm.. was it something I said?" You mumbled with a shrug, opening the door to his room.

| Kylo Ren's POV | 

He was calling for me.

I shoke my head, trying to shake off any emotion as I entered the room with Snooke's hologram. 

"Is she distracting you, Kylo Ren? Must I need to remind you of your services to me, your dark Lord?" He asked, sounding slightly amused. I shaked my head 'No' as Snooke gave an unsettling smirk. "Good. We wouldn't want her to end up dead since we need her" he said in a monotone voice. I simply nodded. I can't show any emotion about her, it will only make things worse at the moment. 

"It's nice to know that you found a pet that will defend you and be of service" Snooke said with a low chuckle.

Pet.. 

My fists clenched and my anger was rising up. Snooke could tell that he hit a nerve because the smirk on his face widended.

 "That is all, Kylo Ren. I just wanted to let you off with a warning. However, if you do not heave my warning, there will be horrible consequences in regards to the girl." Snooke said and the  hologram ended. I ran my fingers through my hair. 

'Fuck..'

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You laid in his bed, there wasn't much to do but use the force to levitate some objects around the room until the door slammed open, revealing an angry Kylo Ren. You flinched at the sudden outburst, "Kylo, are you--" "You're one of my knights, and as much as I want to ravish you. We can't." He stated, averting his eyes from you. You blinked in confusion, "What's wrong? Was it something I said?" You asked, staring at him. 

What happened to all the sweet talk from before..?

Kylo looked back at you, walking over to you. His eyes weren't soft like before, he grabbed your chin strictly "Just because we can't be together right now, doesn't mean you're not mine. Got it?" He said, sternly. You frowned, staying silent.

"I said. Got it?" He repeated. The look in his eyes were just out of pure anger.

"Got it.." you mumbled, looking away from him. "Look at me when I'm talking to you" he demands. 

'Where was this attitude coming from?!' You thought in disbelief, meeting his eyes again. "I don't understand you!" You hissed, pushing him away. "Why are you acting like this?" You added, standing up. "Because I've regained my senses, you're a mere... object to me" he said, spiting out those words with venom. 

"... a mere object..? So what you told me last night was a lie?! What you've told before was all just a lie?! You.. don't reciprocate my feelings?" You asked in disbelief. One minute this man says he's in love with you and the next he's acting as if you were just a piece of trash. Something must've happened when he suddenly started acting strange out of the blue. "Kylo Ren.. I don't understand.. you told me--" 

"What I told you was out of lust.." he states, averting his eyes from you.

"I-I.. don't believe you.." you backed away, tears threatening to spill at any second but you wouldn't give him the satisfaction of seeing you cry. "Believe what you want.." was all he said. You turned away.

"So be it, I.. could never be with a man who lets himself be a puppet." You managed to say before leaving; not wanting to look at him any longer. 

Kylo Ren stared as you left, fists clenched tightly in anger as he was mad at himself. Tempted to run after you and tell you that everything would be fine, that he loved you with all his heart but in order to save you, it had to be in a heartbreak. The man sighed to himself, laying down on his bed which had a faint smell of you. He much rather have you hate him than die because of him..

'If only you knew..'

| With you | 

You wiped your tears with a tissue. 'Damn him.. playing with my feelings that way.. I-I turned down the Resistance to be with him because I love him.. but he was only using me' you thought, flopping on the bed. 'And who does he think he is.. telling me I'm his like if i was property. I will not be weak under his gaze' you closed your eyes in anger. You were so tempted to throw a tantrum just like Kylo Ren, however, you knew how to control your anger.

"My child, soon enough the darkness and anger will consume you.. (Y/n), you need to leave this place" The voice said, his voice comforting your anger lightly. "I don't know what to do.. I am meant to serve the First Order" you argued, not really wondering who the mysterious voice was. "But what is it that you want?" He asked, making you close your eyes. 

"I.. want to serve him.. You see.. I have fallen in love with him thinking that he might've returned the feelings.." you said, sitting down on the bed. The voice didn't give a reply, making you feel alone yet again. 'Tomorrow will be a new day and I will not succumb to him any longer' you thought, laying down on the bed. 

(Please be patient my dear readers! The lemon will come! I'm just slow in writing😥 And I wanted to deliver the drama because I can't let the story die 🖤 Next chapter will be up soon and will probably be longer)