I look in the mirror to figure out who I am.

Chapter Sixteen

I love all of you so much, but I say that every time. I mean it though. My writing skills are not all that great, but some how you still are reading and enjoying my story. That means so much to me. If I could hug you all then I would do so. <3 You all make me smile. Victoria and MJTWE3 are the greatest people in the world. If you get the chance, then you should read Victoria's stories.

*Keaton’s POV*

I don’t know how long we have been in this car, but this is getting ridiculous. How did Drew manage to get so far away in such a short amount of time? I guess he could have taken the bus, but I still would have taken him awhile to get there.

These two are stupid. Wesley doesn’t want to admit he is gay because he sees it as unmanly, and in this relationship he is going to be the bottom.

OH HOLY KITTEN! I did not want to think about my brother having sex. Eww. Gross. Where is the brain bleach when you need it?

But this situation has gotten completely out of control. Drew thinks that Wesley hates him and Wesley is too proud to admit his feelings. I have no idea what I am going to do in this situation and I have no idea what will happen when we find him.

I am hopping Drew comes back with us willingly. I don’t think we are strong enough to overpower him to take him back home. Wesley is in such a mood that I am afraid that they will get into a huge fight and Drew will leave for good.

I can’t let that happen. If that happens then they both will be heart broken and I don’t think they would ever get over it.

Wesley would go back to trying to be with girls and end up alone or in a marriage that make him unhappy. Drew would probably go back to his dad and end up hurt or even dead.

The truth that they don’t want to face is that they are in love with each other. Not only that, I don’t think they will be able to survive without each other. I have never gotten the idea of a soul mate until I watch these two.

They bicker, fight, and try to make everyone think they hate each other. If you look closer you will see that Drew is always doing things to make Wesley notice him, and Wesley is always trying to be a better person to get Drew’s attention.

They push each other into being better people. They make each other stronger and they are upset if they go a day without getting to fight with each other.

Their relationship is like a time bomb, but in a weird way they both need it. I know that even if the bomb goes off they will be there for the other one to help pick them back up.

If I can’t get them to confess that they need each other then they may never get to together which will cause them to be unhappy for the rest of their lives.

I cannot let that happen.

“Wesley. What exactly are you going to do when we find Drew?”

I don’t like that look on Wes’s face. I get that Drew made mom cry, but he did it because they are both stubborn.

“I am going to knock his lights out, throw him in the truck, and take him back to where he belongs.”

I smile and he sees it. “Not that he belongs with me. DAMN IT! Keaton do not twist my word around like that!”

“Wesley how long are you going to deny the fact that you need Drew? What is so wrong with admitting your feelings like a normal person?”

“Being gay is not normal Keaton. I can’t be gay! I have to like girls and make mom proud.”

“Do you honestly think mom will think any less of you if you start a relationship with Drew? As for the other people, who cares? Your happiness is more important than their opinions about you. If they can’t handle it or don’t like it than they are not worth your time.”

“Just stop Keaton. You don’t know how the world works.”

All I hear from anyone is that I don’t understand anything. ‘Oh Keaton, you are only thirteen years old so you don’t know anything.’

“Really? Then how is it that I am making more sense that you are at the moment, Wesley?”

Before we can get into a huge argument we stop suddenly. Drew! We see him hanging out by a bus station with a duffle bag and his guitar.

“HEY ASSHOLE!”

“Wes, wait-“

He does even look at me as he throws open the car door. “Keaton stay in the car.”

With that he runs off to confront Drew.

This is not going to end well.

Drew looks surprised to see Wesley running at him, but the surprise changes into a look of anger. They are going to start a fight in a public place again.

Why do they always have to make things so difficult on everyone?

*Drew’s POV*

“HEY ASSHOLE!”

I know that voice, but there is no way that it is who I think it might be. I look over and see a very angry looking Wesley Stromberg getting out of a car and charging at me.

What is he doing here? Why did he follow me and how on earth did he even know where I was heading?

No matter. In about five seconds I have to face a pissed off looking Wesley and I have no idea what to say, so I go into fight mode.

“What is wrong with you? You just up and leave in the middle of the night with no warning! You made my mother think she did something wrong and she cried. But you wouldn’t care about that now would you? YOU ARE AN INCONSIDERATE ASSHOLE! We took you in after your asshole of a father beat you into the hospital and you just leave. What is wrong with you?”

I am up and off of the bench in a heartbeat. “Fuck you. Don’t even talk about my father that way again or I will knock you on your ass. He is a good man who has a problem. He cares about me more than you ever will. So why is this any of your business?”

He punches me in the face. “Look, honestly I don’t gave a shit. If you want to go home to your father and have him beat up into an early grave then what ever, but you are hurting my mother and Keaton. That I will not let you get away with.”

He words are like a knife in my heart. Of course he doesn’t care about me. He only cares about Keaton and Mrs. Stromberg. I cannot go back to that house.

“Just leave me alone. You have made it clear that you don’t care, so why should I even bother going back?”

“You ass! Can’t you see that we need you?”

“We?” What is he saying? We would imply that he needed me also. Apparently he caught on to this also because he flushed bright red.

He is so stunning. I can’t believe how beautiful he truly is. I can see why someone that perfect could never go for someone like me. There is no one on earth that is even close to being good for him.

“I meant mom and Keaton need you! Don’t you dare take it another way! Why the fuck did you leave anyway?”

Fuck it. I don’t even care anymore.

“What are you doin-Mff!”

I don’t even care right now that he is going to hate me. In a few seconds I know that he is going to punch me in the face and leave me here. Maybe he will even beat half to death like my father did. I deserve it for even touching him, but I just don’t care. Maybe now that I got this out of my system I can finally move on.

I feel fireworks.

*Keaton’s POV*

They have been fighting for a long time, but at least they haven’t broken anything.

Then it happened. The thing that I only hoped would happen during the party. Wesley is in Drew’s face yelling at him. Drew leans in and…

He kisses Wesley.

The moment has arrived! How will Wesley respond? <3