I look in the mirror to figure out who I am.

Chapter eighteen

I am so sorry that this chapter took so long to get done. I was working as fast as I could, but there were so many things that were thrown at me this week. I hope you all know that I love you so much and I am again really sorry.

Victoria and MJTWE3 are the best people in the world, and you should all give them hugs. Thank you to all my new readers also. I love and appreciate everyone of you.

There is not really any Wes/Drew in this chapter, but there is Zayn/Keaton. I hope you enjoy it.

*Keaton’s POV*

It has been a week since Wes finally told Drew that he needs him. One week. They are now just dancing around each other and awkwardly hanging out until one excuses themselves.

They seem to cuddle a bit in private. I walked into Wes’s room once to find Drew laying on his bed with Wes snuggled into his chest.

Things are turning around for them. But Wes is still not ready for a relationship with Drew. I am not sure how long this whole thing will last until Drew gets fed up and leaves again. You can see it in his eyes that he is not happy with the way things are going. He cares too much about Wesley to push him, but it is eating away at him.

This really needs to stop. I have to talk to Wesley again. He needs to just realize that he is in love with Drew.

But there is now way I can get involved without making things worse. I wonder what Zayn thinks.

He answers in five rings. “Sup, babe?” I am glad he isn’t here right now to see my blush.

We have started talking a lot more since he helped with the whole ‘lock them in the damn closet’ plan that went south. Zayn likes to flirt with me a lot though and Wesley doesn’t like it when he is over.

Wesley is so over protective. It has gotten to the point that I can’t even have Zayn over without Wesley making up some excuse to say with us. Drew isn’t much help. He laughs at me and watches us as much as Wesley does.

I swear Wes got him into spying on us. “Hey Zayn. I was wondering if I could come over. I need your help with something. The two idiots are just dancing around each other again.”

Zayn laughs on the other line. “I would ask if you mean Harry and Lou, but they are over here with me. Ironically, they are dancing around each other. Literally. It is creepy. LOUIS! I SWEAR IF YOU BREAK THAT VASE I WILL PEE ON EVERYTHING THAT YOU LOVE!”

I had to hold back my laughter as they bickered back and forth for a few minutes.

“Yea. You can come over. I need someone here that is ACTUALY FICKING SANE! But stay away from my fridge. I only have so much food due to the fact that Niall was just here, and I really want to eat tonight. Unless…”

“Unless what?”

“I will give you an option. You can eat all you like at my house-“

Yay! Food. I love food. I need food because Drew and Wesley are being mean and not letting me eat all that I want.

“But you have to agree to go out to dinner with me tonight.”

Is he…is he asking me out? Do I want him to ask me out? What is going on here? Maybe if I play stupid or tell him I don’t have any money..

“I don’t have much money on me right now.”

“That is ok. It will be my treat. Your cuteness will pay for enough tonight anyways. I will see you when you get over here.” Click.

What.

Just.

Happened?

“Wesley! I am going over to Zayn’s!” “WHAT? Keato-“ I shut the door before he has the time to complain and run  to Zayn’s. It is not that far away from my house, but it gives me enough time to think about what is going on.