Secrets

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Gerard's pov

Mikey and I have been alone for 3 years now. Ray and bob moved out. Frank cheated on Mikey and then moved on. We havent seen them since. It's heartbreaking. The scars on my wrists. The scars on Mikey's wrists. Nothing good ever happens to us now.

It was about ten o'clock and Mikey and I were drinking coffee. There was a knock on the door. I got up from our kitchen table and went to answer the door. What the fuck?! Andy was at my door. No. I'm dreaming. I must be dreaming. Hallucinations. He handed me something. My mail? Damn. I was imagining it. It was just the mail man. I'm going insane. Great.

Mikey got up and hugged me from behind after I closed the door.

"It'll be okay gee. As long as we have eachother." Mikey whispered. I turned around to give him a proper hug.

"We'll stay together. Okay mikes. Nothing will tear us apart." I whispered. I kissed the top of his head. Mikey began crying and I held him close.

"Mikey. I'm gunna shower. I'll be out in a bit okay." I said. Mikey nodded and I walked to get my clothes. I grabbed a black t-shirt, a black hoodie, black skinnies, and my vans. I went to the bathroom and hopped into the shower. Once I got out Mikey knocked on the door. I wrapped the towel around my waist and opened it.

"Pete asked me if I wanted to hang out today. Will u be okay alone?" Mikey asked.

"I'll be fine Mikey." I said. Mikey smiled at me and then left with Pete. I finished gettin ready and went downstairs. It's quiet. I like the quiet. I wonder how Andy is doing. God how I miss him. Bright eyes. Amazing smile. No. Stop it. Quit thinking of him. Move on Gerard. He probably did.

I got up and left the house. It was raining. Great. Just my luck. I just kept walking. As if I expected something good to happen. Nothing's gunna happen. I sighed and kept walking in the rain. I wasn't looking so I ran into someone.

"Sorry. Wasn't looking." I said. I looked up. It was frank. He was alone.

"It's fine Gerard. I wasn't really payin attention eather." Frank said.

"It's been a while Frankie." I said.

"Three years is a long time. How are you and Mikey?" Frank asked.

"Mikey has been spending alot of time with Pete."

"And u?"

"I've been doing nothing."

"Maybe I can come over right now. Ya know me and you can hang out?"

"Yea. I'd like that." I said with a smile. Frank smiled at me and we both walked back to my house. When we got there I opened the door and we ran inside. We were both soaking.

"This place brings back memories." Frank said.

"I remember when Andy wanted to come. And I wouldn't let him because you guys were here." I said. Frank chuckled.

"We were trouble makers. Weren't we gee." Frank said. He called me gee. Mikey's the only one that calls me gee now.

"Yea. Especially you. You liked destroying everything." I said.

"It was fun." Frank said. We both changed into some dry clothes. I gave him some old clothes that I had.

"You look hot in my clothes frank." I said with a wink.

"Not as hot as you do gee." Frank said. Frank winked at me and smiled. Frank is pretty damn hot. I looked at franks lips then back up. I stepped closer to him and he stepped closer to me. I can't. It's Mikey's ex. Fuck it. I'm going for it. I crashed my lips onto franks and he kissed back suprisingly. I pushed him against the wall and didn't stop our kiss. This is Mikey's ex. Frank is Mikey's ex boyfriend. I have to stop. What about Andy? Forget him. He probably moved on to. Frank jumped and wrapped his arms around my neck and I carried him to my bedroom. I locked the door and pushed frank onto the bed. I crawled ontop of frank and didn't break the kiss. Frank pulled my shirt off and I pulled his off. This will be an interesting night.

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