Love isnt always fair

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Andy's pov

Wow. It's raining in Belleville. Just great. Jake and CC were out together. Jinxx went to see Sammi. Ashley. Idk. Me. I want to see Gerard. I walked up to his front door. I didn't knock. I heard something. Something hit the wall. I looked into his window and saw it. Gerard was kissing Frank. Tears formed in my eyes and I left. I began crying.

I'm alone. I decided to walk back to our house. I walked inside and Ashley was with shadow.

"Hey bright eyes." Ashley said.

"Hey Andy." Shadow smiled at me.

I just waved and forced a smile. I was still crying but they didn't notice yet.

"Bright eyes. What's wrong?" Ashes asked. Shadow looked at her phone then said "I have to go. Dahvie needs me." Ashley nodded and shadow left.

"Go put on some dry clothes then we'll talk." Ashley said. I nodded and went to change. I put on a black v-neck, black ripped skinnies, and a black sweater. I didn't bother wearing shoes since I was inside. I sat down by Ashley and he hugged me.

"What happened Andy?" Ashley asked.

"Gerard kissed frank. He forgot about me. He moved on." I said trying not to cry.

"Love isn't always fair." Ashley said. I just held onto Ashley.

"Why me?" I said. Ashley hugged me tighter.

"It's fine bright eyes. It'll be fine." Ashes said while looking me in the eyes. I crashed my lips onto his and he suprisingly kissed back. Forget about Gerard. That's what I'm gunna do. I can't. I pulled back.

"Ashes. I'm so sorry. I didn't mean to." I said.

"Andy it's fine. I know what u were doing anyways." Ashes said. I smiled and hugged him. He hugged me back and then got up.

"I'm gunna go to sleep. I'm tired." He said. I nodded and layed on the couch. I sighed and attempted to go to sleep. Someone knocked on my door and I got up to answer it.

"Gerard. What are you doing here?" I said.

"I wanted to see if you had came back." Gerard said. Liar. You knew I saw you. You knew you hurt me.

"Yea. I'm really tired. So I uh kinda want to sleep." I said. Gerard didn't believe it.

"I'm sorry." He whispered. His wrists. Oh god.

"No. I should be sorry. I didn't mean this." I said.

"It's fine. It'll be fine." Gerard said. He began leaving.

"Love isn't always fair gee. Understand that." I said.

"Yea. Ur right. That's why Mikey and frank broke it off. And we stopped talking. And now I end up fucking frank even though I thought of u." Gerard said.

"You and frank. Iero. Mikey's ex. Gerard that's fucked up! What if Mikey found out?!" I nearly yelled.

"Mikey find out what?" I heard. I turned and saw ashes.

"Gerard fucked his ex." I said.

"Andy! What the fuck?!"

"That's what happens when u break my heart." I hissed.

"Bright eyes. This isn't like you." Ashes said.

"No it's not. It's worse. And someone will get hurt." I said.

"Andy. Don't say that. It'll be fine." Gerard said. He put and hand on my shoulder and I pushed him away. Ashley tried holding me back but I pushed him away. I grabbed my car keys and left. They called my name but I didn't listen. I sped down the street. Not caring what happened.

Suddenly something crashed into the drivers side. I didn't see what happened.

"Andy!" That's all I heard before I blacked out.

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