Alone

The memory

3:00 A.m

I woke up in a cold sweat and I pant a bit as I look at the clock " n-not again...." I whisper to myself . I had the same nightmare I've been having for the last four days and I keep waking up at the same time exactly 3:00 and the dream well...nightmare isn't fun to experience.
It all starts with me as a little girl and I'm with my dad and mom,we were having a great time well...until that man came he looked at me then my mother and he started swearing at my father and that's when my mom takes me inside and puts me in a chair in the living room my mother said to me to stay here and " don't answer the door for anyone ok?" " m-mommy?...what's wrong?....w-what's happening? ". " Honey just stay here and promise me you won't answer the door for anyone ok?" . " o-ok " . My mom turned around and ran to the door and I heard banning on the front door I gasp a bit and I hide behind the couch and I hold my hands over my ears and then I hear gun shots and then screaming and then my mother came running in with blood on her pale pink shirt and she grabs the phone and dials three numbers she then runs back outside after telling me to stay there I then peak out the back door to find my mom laying over a puddle of blood and then a body I shriek in fear as I run back behind the sofa and I cover my ears with my hands and I stay like that for what must have been along time because I then feel arms wrap around me and there is my aunt I grip on to her never wanting to let go she then looks at me with tears in her eyes and she then tells
Me. "Sweetie...your going to come with me for a couple days o-ok?" . I nod not wanting anyone els to hold me but her and she walks out of the house with me looking back threw the back door to see a two Paramedics and a stretcher with a white sheet over what seems to be a body and my mother in the corner of the couch crying my aunt carefully placed me in the car she then buckled my seat belt up and she went inside to I'm guessing to get my bag because she comes out with a blue bag and she gets in the car and starts it and then starts driving and she Whispers " everything well be ok...I promise " and then it gose dark and I wake up.

I stare at the blanket and my eyes tear up and I get up and walk to the window and I climb out I grab my blanket on the way out and I sit on my roof as the wind gently blows threw my hair and I look up to see the stars they are perfectly shining and I smile a bit as a tear slowly gose down my cheek I sigh and say " daddy...I know I don't know you as well as mom dose but...I-I m-miss you" I say as the tears start coming down by the second and I wipe them of and I go back into my bedroom and I grab my phone and I turn on my favourite song by my chemical romance and I hum along as I fall asleep and I didn't dream of anything els just calming , relaxing, and dark

~time skip~

I wake up to my phones alarm going off . Of course I still don't go to school for a couple days but I still like to get up early to go for a run I tie my hair up in a pony tail and I put on my jogging clothes and my runners I then grab my phone and a water bottle and I head out the door I stop and stare at the beautiful sun rise I smile and then I begin stretching and I start with a light jog and I keep jogging no matter the pain I feel in my chest after a while I turn down my most hated of all streets with out thinking I then stop after realizing where I am and I take a sip on my water and I then start jogging . I hated it because it was somehow the street all my bully's lived on and all my bully's were friends with each other and they made it into a game when they chose to pick on me . I then snap back to reality and then I hear a laugh and then someone yell my name " hahaha! Hey Alexis! " I turn my head quickly not watching what I was doing there was a big rock In front of me and I tripped and I hit the side walk face first and I heard my nose crack and I felt so much pain I started to cry . I then heard more laughing but then something fell and then I heard running and someone came from behind me and looked at me and to my surprise it was Zack he looks at me surprised as well " Oh my god! Alexis are you ok?! " . " Z-zack?! U-uh yeah I'm fin-ow!!! " I say as I moved my nose and blood came pouring down and he looks at me he then gently moves my hands to see a bloody mess and he picks me up and starts walking towards what i was guessing his house and he opens the door and Carry's me down the hallway and into what was a beautiful bathroom and I well say his house was beautiful He takes and paper towel and wets it with water and he sits me on the counter and he wipes away the blood and I whimper as he wipes my nose " Sorry about that....you might've broke your nose..." I gasp at what he said and he throws away the bloody paper towel and he puts a bit of tissue into my nose and he picks me up and Carry's me into the living room he then hands me the phone and tells me to call my mom or dad but my mom didn't answer " hmm well try calling your dad " I sit there and look at the floor " I wis I could but he died when I was little so...." He looks at me with alittle sadness " oh...I'm sorry but I can't let you go home but yourself like this, you can stay here with me until your mom calls back ok?" I smile about and I nod " so Zack I'm very sorry to meet up with you again like this..." He smiled " oh no! It's ok I'm just glad your not badly hurt " he smiles abit and I laugh he then looked at the ground and played with his hands " s-so would you like to be my friend? " I smile and nod " that would be nice....I would love to be your friend....