Love or friendship? That is the question - First season

Chapter 10 - Friendship Bracelet .

On Sunday afternoon Roger and I went to the movies and during the film still exchanged many kisses. After the end of the movie we were eating in a pizzeria. I amused myself with Roger.We had a serious talk too. Roger said at the time that he felt prepared he would talk to his father. Roger promised not intrude me more on this subject, but I would certainly talk to Michael when found and that very desire that in the future Roger can forgive the father at last to Winifred's moving on. Rog understood my point of view, but said at the time do not want to see or talk to her father. I respected his decision. I do not want to fight him for it. When we fight we were terrible.We also talked about our kisses. I told Rog who kissed him because I felt a great attraction to him, that's all. Not to say that I'm in love with him.Roger said he also kissed me because he felt attracted to me. But I realized that my best friend was a little upset that I said it was just an attraction I felt for him. And the kisses exchanged demonstrates a much greater affection than friendship. But for now it's better to stay well.

I confess that I feel something more for Rog, still do not know what it is, but I will not risk it. Roger and I've fought a few times as friends and in some cases was even afraid of losing his friendship. Imagine if we were a boyfriend couple. I do not want to lose a friendship of almost six years. I always want to be with Rog, even if only in friendship. Roger understood me and accepted, but said that when you want to give me a few pecks. I said alright. We understand the pizzeria and then he left me at home. We would see at school tomorrow. Quickly came the month of July and the twenty-sixth. Roger birthday. He is completing seventeen. He gave a small party at his house, calling close friends. We had plenty of food and drink. A few days after his birthday Roger started smoking. I hated this change in Rog. Hugo the bassist smoke and influenced Roger. He experimented with smoking and now can not stop smoking. Roger is smoking, but always with mint and mint candy packages for when kissing a girl not only get the taste of the cigarette. Even when he is with me gets one of these bullets to decrease the smell of cigarette. In the same period Roger recorded with the band a demo tape they played and sang music I feel good James Brown and sent to the radio stations of the city of Truro. Music in the version of the band was excellent, so much so that some radios played the version of the boys. I was talking to Winifred and Clare and the two said Roger is more resigned to the separation of parents and is slowly returning to how it was before: lively, playful and both thanked me as well. And the three are very close. They also thanked that I have helped a lot Rog during this period that he went through many obstacles, from heartbreak, separation from parents and the car accident.

Rog is a little more cautious when driving as well, since had the car accident. He's a good driver but a little crazy. I also picked up on his feet to always be prudent in direction. As we are still of school holidays have taught Roger, Paul, Layla and Victoria a little Portuguese. And they have done well in class. Roger says he wants to speak good Portuguese for Brazil when the future whether to turn very well. According Rog he will travel to Brazil when he is a world-renowned musician. Classes back in August. There was less than a year to finish high school. Teachers have begun to talk to the students to choose three universities compete for a scholarship. In February next year would give the list of the three universities we prefer and we will do a test to concorrermos scholarships. Soon it was my birthday on September 6. My parents and friends, including Rog made a surprise party for me. They called only the closest friends. Rog won a new Beatles LP - Revolver. I was loving this new style of the fab four. This album is much more psychedelic. It is wonderful. They say many songs that are on this new LP were written and played by Paul, John, George and Ringo under the influence of LSD. If it's true I do not know, just say that their new album is just amazing. Later I heard the entire album side to Rog.

Roger said he wanted to be known as John, Paul, George and Ringo. My friend is a big fan of John Lennon and a young American guitarist Jimi Hendrix. The compositions Lennon - McCartney are world references in time. Both are geniuses, but Paul is still my favorite.Another musician that I have passion is Eric Clapton, who was part of Yardbirds band now has a new band Cream. Clapton is an extraordinary guitarist. One of the best for sure. Several young London scrawled walls with the caption '' Clapton is God ''. Clapton had blues influences. He was being considered a guitar god in the world of music. But now another musician came to compete with Clapton on guitar: Jimi Hendrix. The US is an alien playing guitar. He's a genius, so much so that on the first of October this year 1966 he attended a Cream of the presentations at the London Polytechnic and played with the band during '' Killing Floor ''. Hendrix played with the guitar. Clapton at the time realized that he had won an adversary height, or rather it. The Hendrix concerts were attended by Clapton, The Beatles and Pete Townshend.Roger said to me that one day he would know all these musicians or at least most of them and I also have known through him.I often laughed at the crazy dreams of Roger, but the way my friend is mad, he will do anything and conduct its toughest dreams.