Never let You go [Jiall]

Chapter 9

Justin's POV

"Hey man, what are you thinking about?" Justin's head flew around, and faced Zayn.

"Ah, ehm, nothing" he stuttered. Zayn looked at him with a confused face.

It was only him and Zayn on the beach, the other boys were in the water - Due the fact that Zayn couldn't swim and Justin didn't feel much about swimming, he had stayed with him.

"Yes you aaaare! What is it? A girl?" Zayn answered e bitch a joking tone and a big smirk.

Justin started blushing, of some unknown reason, he didn't even understand it himself. He wasn't quite thinking about a girl... He was thinking about a boy.

"Told you! Who, what, when?" Zayn exploded quickly.

"It's not a girl! It's a..." Justin stopped himself from saying much else. He had never told anybody he was bisexual, never even thought about telling anyone - Why should he? And what would everyone do, if he told them. It was a high possibility that it would come out, that someone would tell the press about it for big money. Even his mom didn't know.

"It's Niall, isn't it?"

Justin looked up at Zayn, petrified and shocked. It was a clear answer, that yes, it was Niall he was thinking about.

"How did you know?" He asked, slowly, staring at Zayn.

"It's pretty obvious man. Pretty, damn obvious. But it's cute! Zayn took a breathe, "You love him, don't you?"

"Yes." The world naturally slipped out. It was the truth - He had during the past days accepted it. He did love Niall, he loved him more than he had ever loved anybody else. He wanted him. But Niall wasn't intested. He couldn't be, the guy who was more straight than many he had ever met.

Or?

"And, may I ask, what are you planning to do? Because well... Yeah." Zayn asked, talking slowly so Justin had the time to think.

"I have no idea, like... He isn't interested in me, is he, and well. You get me - I don't want to ruin everything and making things complicated." Justin stuttered, still thinking about it. Well, he had always been open with who he loved, with Selena he had just told her the day after his realisation. But this, this was different. It was Niall, his friend and a guy.

"Can I tell you a secret, justin?" Zayn asked again. He was holding his phone in his hand - Justin hadn't seen him pick it up but well - and had a really big grin on his face.

"Sure.."

"I just got a text from Harry. He had talked with Niall, or more like Niall talked with him. And you know what?"

Zayn stopped for a moment, the grin seemed to even get bigger. He leaned closer to Justin, until his nose almost touched the hair over Justin's right ear, and whispered;

"He loves you too"

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But, hello. Sorry for this kind of a late update, I missed out a bit but I didn't have a clue on what to write until this morning. Now some real fun begins, doesn't it? :D

But, I have also decided another thing. I will not update this every thursday, I'm simply changing to that I will update when I'm done with the chapter or when I want to, so you will just more of random updates and such. But, I will still try to update at least once a week, promise.

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