I'll Follow You (GirlxGirl)

27. Your mother is so going to kill me

Three weeks and my head hurts, so fucking much. Yes, I am swearing, I have done that for a week now. The boys' laughs, but Skylar are upset. Jace is taking all of my energy, but I am not giving up on him. I am going to find out what he wants, what makes him calm down and sleep.

We have even tried getting help from others. Rachel has tired, Luke has tired, even Sara. But nothing, this boy is more stubborn than me.

It's early in the morning and he is still crying. Ethan and Nathan are at school. While Sky is with her father looking at some papers for the adaptations for the two boys. I am here with Jace and Andi. She is so calm compared to his brother, but she is satisfied and he is not. I have them both in my arms now, but he just won't sleep or stop. I have been listening to some of my soft music again, but not even our wedding song works.

I move my legs and put the sleeping beauty in our twin stroller that we have in the boys' playroom. I put it in there so we don't have to walk up to the crib all the time. Sky was grateful for that.

"You know?" I tell my little boy as I walk back into the living room.

"I am so tired, and since you are screaming as bad as some of my music. I hope you don't mind that I am going to find something that sounds like you." I say as I shift song on YouTube. Yes, I might sound like a bad parent, but I am so tired of listening to those same songs over, and over again. I think I am going to throw the whole sound system out the damn window soon.

I walk around with my crying boy with the sound of my screaming music in the background, but I turned it up a little louder, since am going to pass out on the floor if I don't. I think I have reached my breaking point now.

"Do you have any idea how long I have missed my music?" I ask my tiny Jace as I sit down on the couch shaking him with the messy rhythm of heavy drums and guitars. It's been a while since I listened to this song.

"Your mother is not here to complain." I say, grinning and kiss him on the head. I don't understand how she thinks my music is awful.

It's just I am getting so frustrated about Jace that it is aching, and I can't take the sound of his crying anymore. I sing lightly along with the song.

"I see through you, I know what you are." I lay crying Jace down on my arm, still shaking him.

"I've seen the Devil!" I almost yell as I rub my temples.

"More than I've seen God!" My headache is killing me, but at least I am satisfied.

"And when he has you by your neck!" If Sky had seen me now. She would have killed me.

"I hope you choke, on every fucking word you said!" Poor boy, teaching him so swear already. Not like he is going to remember it. I love my powerful music way too much to leave it behind.

"You stabbed me in the back, but not deep enough!" By the end of the song I lay my head back and close my eyes.

I freeze as I notice something is wrong, but then the crying started again. I move him up and look at my baby boy.

"You have to be fucking kidding me?" I say shocked to him.

"That one? Of all songs and it's that one?" I look at him stunned, but put the song back on. After a little while of moving him, he stops crying.

"Oh! Your mother is so going to kill me." It might have been my fault, after all the times I have listened to it while she was pregnant with them. How could I forget?

"Well, it's better than your mother's music." I grin.

"That's my boy." I say and kiss him on the top of his head. Seems like he is sleeping so I guess I should turn it off before Sky comes home.

"Okay, okay! I rush back and turn it on as he cries again, but I can't but smile. I found out what was wrong. Took me three weeks, but it was so worth it.

"I've seen the Devil, more than I've seen God." I say along.

"Oh, someone is defiantly going to see the Devil today, Jace." I say and kiss him on the top of this little head as I keep on enjoining this amazing moment. Should have listen to our wedding song instead when Sky was pregnant with them, but hey, I have a little metal head here.

Sky comes in the door after hours away, with the boys. When Jace woke up, he started to cry again, and just in time for me to show Sky. What I have done to our baby.

"Why are you smiling?" She asks, confused, as she looks at our screaming Jace, worried.

"Come with me." I grin as she follows me into the living room.

"He doesn't stop dose he?" She says and sigh.

"Push the button." I tell her smiling as I point at the remote and she looks at the TV. Then she turns to me rolling her eyes.

"You know I don't like that song, you listened to it like a thousand times two months ago." She says upset.

"Just do it, honey."

"Fine." She sigh. The music starts and I move with Jace in my arms like last time, while singing. Sky looks annoyed. Then her eyes widen as we are in the middle of the song as our little boy stops crying, and moves his arms. Hitting me on the cheek.

"Goddammit Hunter! I love you!" She shouts as she wrap her arms around my waist and kiss me hard. Taking me by surprise.

"And you said my music was awful," I tease as I raise my eyebrow and kiss my little satisfied boy on the cheek.

"He just needed that song I listened to when they were in your belly." I say and I can finally breathe that I have found how to make him calm down and sleep. Poor guy, missed his favorite song.

"I laid Jace and Andi in the stroller and took them in here with the music. They slept so well together as I rolled them." I say, I don't think I have ever been proud of myself before.

"I love you so much, Hunter. You are so amazing." She smile bright and kiss me lighter than she did a few moments ago.

"Can I feed them and take them up to bed?" I ask, as she has finally come home and I can take the both to the crib, with music of course.

"Yes, go. Thank you." She grin and kiss my cheek fast.