I cant wait till we get to meet dad. Our lawyer sped it up so instead of two weeks time we get to see him in like 3 days......im not sure how to feel bout this...I mean I wanna meet him.....but what if he doesn't like me.........mum and josh wont stop fighting. Their always arguing whether its over work or money or lexy being 'gay' as they put it. Or my depression. It kinda sucks. My older brother whos twenty is moving to another town. He really wants to try get custody of my lil sisters so they aren't in a family thats always fighting. His gf thinks its a good idea to. So yea. My bro and possibly my lil sisters are moving away.....my other two bros are moving in with their band in a lil apartment thingy and ne and lexy might be leaving to.....my entire family is falling apart and all coz my 'parents' are a bunch of homophobes. Grrr im so.....fuck im not even upset or angry....just....I dont even know.
