The small voice inside me just always has the worst thing that could possibly be said and I just scream at it to shut the hell up. Instead the calm voice has some other shitty comment about me. What people don't seem to understand is that what they say feeds that voice that tries talking me into actions I will go to regret. I've looked back on this and realized I need to end it. But how am I supposed to end a voice if that voice just gets stronger into talking me to hanging a noose or picking up that slice of silver and ending this life. ✒️
