Different

My walls are up

"What do you want Piper," I asked harshley.

"Awe is whittle Sylar in a bad mood? Awe. Your probably PMS-ing! Or your just sore from last night."

What was she talking about.

"What."

"Sweetie I know you and Brent did it last night."

"Piper, Brent is your boyfriend." I snapped at her. Does she really think the hottest guy in school would "do" me. He doesn't even look a me.

Piper just walked away with a smug look on that perfect face. It should be perfect. Her parents did spend more money on Piper's face than their house.

I walked into the hallway and got pushed at least 10 times on my way to first period. I was still confused about what Piper had said to me earlier.

And then it hit me.

Piper was the rumor queen. She wanted to spread the rumor of me and Brent to make every girl hate me even more. Brent was seriously that hot. Piper "broke up " with him just to spread this rumor.

I mean I'm still a virgin and the I'm sure that all of the boys wear Skylar repellant.

I walked into Mrs. Anderson's first period Math class and of course sat next to Brent. Just my luck. I tried not to make eye contact but he had a different idea.

"Hey", he was trying to make it seem like we actually liked each other. You could tell he was being flirty. What an actor he was. A sexy one I might add. He slightly flexed so people would get even more jealous. What a pig.

"Look, I know Piper started that rumor, ok, no need to pretend that you actually care." That took him by surprise. You could see it in his eyes.

" I'm sorry for trying to make conversation," as soon as he said that I felt terrible. I looked to him and said sorry and he just turned away. Way to be nice Sky.

The day flew by in a blur of dirty looks and pushing. As soon as I got home, I lost it.

I cried for at least 20 minutes. My parents were t works so nobody could comfort me. I ran in my bathroom and just hated what I saw. A weak girl who couldn't take a rumor. But honestly it wasn't just that rumor. Piper has picked on me for so long and I never let it get to me.

Except for now.

I opened up my laptop and went to YouTube aka my escape from this hell. Without thinking I typed in my name. I wanted to see if people found the way to really get to me.

And they did.

Right before my eyes was the " I hate Skykar Malling" video.

The thing that really killed me was the number of views. 2 million. 2 million people that hated me. I watched the video and all of my insecurities were there for every single person to see. I couldn't take it. I went to my bathroom and grabbed a razor. Cutting helped relive my internal pain. I went back to my laptop and made a comment on the video.

"You don't know me".

But now they do.