Honesty

hmmChapter 3~

I walked over to the kitchen and i found a note.

Dear Olivia,

I've gone to pick up James. Please try to talk to him while he is here visting! He will only be here for a couple of weeks. He will be sleeping in your room. See you later xx

Love, Carren

"Are you fucking kidding me?" I whispered to myself.

Last thing I want to see on this earth is my goddamn brother. Why does he have to stay with us? Why cant he go somewhere else? Because clearly I don't want him near me.

I stomped up to my room and locked the door behind me. I stood there thinking to myself why? I sat on my bed staring at my guitar. I grabbed it and started playing "Honesty" by fink. One of my dads favourite songs.

"We've had conversations about the past

It's taken long enough to see your true colors.

You got so many baby, you're like a fucking rainbow

Just let me revel in your blue notes."

"You're really good you know that?"

I looked up and it was Carren.

"What the fuck are you doing in my room?!" I said angrily

"Well, not to hear that kind of language." she said with a smirk

"Well, I used that kind of language when I read your note. Why did you bring him hear?! I don't want to see him!"

"Relax okay? He didn't come."

"Good."

I ran down the stairs and out the front door slamming it behind me. I wanted to get away from her. Before she makes things worse.

"Hey! Where do you think your going?!"

"Lily 's house and don't bother to come after me!! I'll be back in the morning!"

When I arrived at Lily 's house I looked through the windows to see if there was anyone home. I couldn't go to Galilea's or Amber's place because they live 10 blocks away. So Lily was the only choice. I saw Lily sitting on a couch watching some soup opera or something. I tapped on the glass and Lily noticed me. She ran to the door and opened it.

"What are you doing out this late?" she said trying not to yell

"Same reason you're watching shifty shows this late." I said

"Get inside!" she waved to me

I ran inside and sat on the couch and sighed.

"What happened?"

"Family problems." I said looking down at my hands.

"Well you have to tell me!"

"Carren wanted to bring my brother to my house and I got mad."

"Why?"

"Because I hate my brother."

"Why do you hate your brother so much?"

I remembered that I haven't told Lily about what happened. I hate remembering it. I just sat there. Clueless what to say to her. I guess I should...tell her.

to be continued...