Mixed emotions *kohnnie fanfic*

Where did we go wrong?

        No one's pov 

'Okay love you, baby. Call me when you get back from the hospital if you can.' Samm texted Jeydon. He smiled and put his phone in his pocket. "Is everyone ready to go?" Bryan asked. All of My Digital Escape were going to see Kyle for the first time. They waited for their Uber to pull up six emo kids standing outside a shitty motel was all anyone who drove by saw. They didn't see the look of panic and sadness on each one of their faces. Bryan was trying to stay calm, but this task was becoming difficult as he saw all of his friends with red noses and puffy cheeks. When they woke up in the morning Johnnie admitted to getting no sleep. Bryan was positive that everyone got little to no sleep the prior night. "How are you doing?" Bryan asked Johnnie was shivering in the brisk fall air. He looked up and smiled at Bryan. "I've been better." Bryan gave Johnnie a quick little hug as the Uber pulled up. "Me too bud." Alex (who ordered the Uber) made sure to ask for a mini van everyone could get there together. Bryan climbed in the front seat and everyone else filled into the back. 

"Kyle your friends are here to see you." Kyle's mom said ducking in his room quickly. "Guys what are you doing here?" Kyle asked his friends. When his mom said 'friends' he thought it was people at his school were coming to visit. "We came to see you dude!" Jeydon said. He walked over and lightly hugged Kyle which led the others to hug Kyle too. Everyone was hugging Kyle.... everyone except Johnnie that is. "Well guys, welcome to my crib." Kyle said as the group hug died down. Shannon laughed nervously. "Come on guys I'm fine!" Kyle said when no one replied to his joke which would have usually had everyone in a laughing fit. "Sorry Kyle, we're all just a bit too shaken up to laugh." Jordan said his eyes wandering around the hospital room. Kyle nodded and fiddled with the bandage that was wrapped snugly around his arm. Bryan's stomach growled loudly. Every eye in the room fluttered toward him. "Oh give me a break guys! I haven't eaten in twenty-four hours." He said blushing. "Why don't you guys go out to eat. And bring me back a burger. Hospital food is ass." Kyle said. "Well we just go here Kyle..." Bryan said. "Well you can come back!" Kyle exclaimed. "Okay guys let's just stop by McDonald's really quick and come back." Shannon said acknowledging her hunger as well. Everyone left the room and Kyle let out a sigh. "Kyle..." A familiar voice said. He turned his head to the left it was Johnnie. Kyle smiled. He was really happy to see Johnnie. But at the same time he wanted to cry and scream at him for leaving him. "I'm so sorry Kyle." Johnnie said. Kyle didn't answer. "I...I thought I was gonna lose you." Johnnie continued. "Well here I am." Kyle said looking away from Johnnie's gaze. 

      "This whole experiance has made me realize that I can't stand not being with you. I made such a big mistake." Johnnie said. He looked at the ground.

"Johnnie... you have no idea how badly you hurt me. And you felt like you didn't want to be with me before. What changed that? You got a guilty conscious cuz I got hit by a car?"

     "No I j-" 

"Johnnie you can't count on a car hitting me every time you feel doubts about me." 

    "Shut up. Kyle just shut up. You're being unfair." 

"How am I the unfair one? You broke my heart... and to put the icing on the fucking cake some idiot broke my arm and my foot. This entire situation is unfair."

   "I regret breaking your heart I really do. I wish I didn't have these feelings for you. Never meeting you made my life like ten times easier." 

"Johnnie..." Kyle's eyes filled with tears as Johnnie stood up so hard the back of his chair slammed into the wall. Johnnie left the room and Kyle let out the sobs he'd been holding in the past three days.  

Johnnie ran out of the hospital tears running down his cheeks. He sat on the outside of the hospital on a curb. He just cried. Kyle was being unreasonable right? Or was it him? Kyle DID just get hit by a car. "Johnnie.." A voice said behind him. "Kyle?" Johnnie asked turning his head around. Surely it was Kyle. He looked weak. "Can we just start over?" Kyle asked setting his crutches down by Johnnie and slowly taking a seat. "I'd like that... we never really got to know each other that well." Johnnie said smiling and wiping his face. "So...what's your favorite color?" Kyle asked. "Wow what a bland question."  Johnnie laughed and pulled the fabric on his black Fall Out Boy shirt. "It's black, Kyle." Johnnie continued. Kyle laughed really hard he had to clutch his ribs. Johnnie smiled shyly. This really felt like a fresh start. "How'd it feel to get hit by the car?" Johnnie asked facing toward the ground. Kyle sat back a little. "A lot. It hurt so bad I couldn't even feel the pain. It numbed me I guess?" Johnnie looked back up. "Shit dude." He replied. "Johnnie? Kyle?" Jordan's voice called. Both the boys looked back and waved the group over. "We're just talking about Kyle's date with the car." Johnnie said. Everyone laughed, even Kyle. "You know, Johnnie... the car hurt pretty fucking bad but it was probably better than a date with your mom." Kyle teased. Johnnie smiled. "Okay kids, I'm freezing... oh and here's your burger Kyle." Bryan said handing Kyle a shitty wrapped McDonald's cheeseburger. Kyle unwrapped it and looked up at Bryan with a glare. "There's a bite taken out of it dude." Kyle said. He still ate the burger because let's face it, hospital food is ass. 

Back at the hotel Alex nudged Johnnie. "Are you and Kyle back together now? You guys seemed to be getting along better." Johnnie shook his head. "We're just friends... I think it's better this way." Johnnie sat down on a bed and invited Alex next to him. "Alex... are you and Shannon... a thing?" Johnnie asked picking at the cuticles on his fingers. "I want us to be... I don't know this dating thing is complicated. First you and Kyle and then you and I and me and Shannon. I don't know. We kind of kissed at the airport, but we haven't really talked about it much. I think it's been a one time thing. Do you like anyone at the moment Johnnie?" Alex asked. "Yeah. In fact I think you know her." Johnnie said with a smirk. "REALLY WH-" Johnnie cut Alex off by kissing her. Alex pulled away. "Johnnie I just said I like Shannon." Alex said rubbing her lips. "Alex...I thought I liked you when I dated Kyle and then all that fell apart but I don't think my feelings about you ever changed." Johnnie said getting more serious. "I don't want to be your rebound." Alex said sadly. "Do you think there's even a slight chance with me?" Johnnie asked. Alex nodded her head slowly. "Then forget about Shannon. Well like don't do that... I'm sorry I'm being selfish." Johnnie said embarrassed. "She's forgotten." Alex said moving in closer to Johnnie. "Of course not as a friend though right?" Johnnie asked before their lips touched. Alex pushed her lips onto Johnnie while mumbling "Mhm." 

Shannon slid down the door that she was listening in on. She started crying before she could even comprehend what she just heard. She felt dumb that she even thought there was a chance with her and Alex. She knew Alex would fall for Johnnie. "Good for them" She mumbled walking to her bed. 

A/N So a while ago I said I might end the story short but I have decided to run with all my ideas that I had from the beginning so this might be quite long. I'm so happy for all of the comments and votes this has gotten. I've stopped writing on my phone so I don't see them all the time but I'll try to reply to the one's with questions about my plot. So thank you guys I haven't done an authors note in so long. Anyways thanks for reading guys it means a lot I didn't think I'd get even 10 reads and now I have almost 10,000 so that means a lot. Okay bye guys my next update will be on Monday maybe? <3