~Miami, Florida~
My forehead leaned on his. Eyes closed and just taking in the last of the time we have together. Today was the day Carlos was gonna leave Florida and move to California. He got a lead role in a new TV show. When they called for his plane, I busted into tears. He kissed my forehead and said, softly;
"I gotta go. But.. Kayleigh.. We should break up.. Because of the long dis-" I cut him off with a passionate, quick kiss. I pulled away and whispered;
"I know, I understand that. But I'll love you no matter what." He kissed my cheek and whispered he loved me, too then picked up his bags and left. I starred out the window until the plane left. I sighed, sadly, then walked back out of the airport and over to my twin sister, sitting in the car. I opened the door and got in. I wrapped my arms around my stomach, protectively. I was pregnant with his baby, but I couldn't tell him. I didn't want to ruin his chance to start his dream. My sister, Gabbi, looked at me.
"Boo, it's gonna be okay." She said as I looked at her with tears in my eyes.
"Everything is not gonna be okay. The father of my unborn baby left to go all the way around the country to live his dream. Unknowing he had an unborn child!" I whisper yelled. I could feel a cool tear roll down my cheek. She sighed and started the car, pulling out of the parking lot and onto the street. I leaned my head on the window, closing my eyes. My palm rested protectively on my stomach the whole car ride home. I guess I might have fell asleep because that next thing I knew was Gabbi shaking me awake.
"Kayleigh... Kay... Kayls! Wake up, we're home." She said as she got out of the car. I picked my head up and opened the door, getting out. We lived about half an hour away from the airport so, it was a long trip. I stenched then followed Gabbi to the door. She unlocked the front door and we walked it.
"Mom, Dad! We're home! Kayleigh did NOT die!" Gabbi yelled as she headed into the kitchen. I walked into the living room and sat down on the small, cream covered couch. I saw that Carlos left one of his jackets here. I reached over and peeled the blue jacket from the couch. I held it close to me, tears started forming in my eyes. I laid on my side and buried my face in the jacket, crying a little.
"Oh sweetie." I heard my mom say as she sat next to me on the couch. I laid my head in her lap and she rubbed my back.
"I didn't want him to go, mom!" I cried as she rubbed my back.
"I know, baby, I know."
I looked up at her; "Mom, do you think I'll ever see him again?" I had seriousness and hope in my eyes. I wanted to see him, again. I wanted to love him forever and never lose him. He was my passion in everything. He gave me hope and without him, my hope is gone.
"I'm sure you will. You just have to believe and maybe you'll find him and fall in love, again." She smiled and kissed my forehead as she contained to rub my back. I sniffed and smiled.
"Thanks mom. I love you." She smiled back.
"I love you, too sweetie." She got up and went into the kitchen. I looked at the jacket and put it on. A smile appeared on my face. It was like he never left when I put on the jacket. I could feel his warm arms wrapped around me and his soft kisses to my head. I closed my eyes at the thought, I could feel them right now. But he had to go. He wanted to do it and he couldn't pass it up. Have your own TV show, you being one of the lead roles. No one would past that up. No one. I got up from the couch and starting walking up the stairs, until;
"WHOA!" I let out a loud yelp. I thought that was going to fall down the stairs, this was it. I'm going to the hospital! But someone caught me before I could fall.
"You okay, sweetie?" I heard a deep voice ask.
"Yea. I'm okay, dad." I stood straight and picked up a barbie doll from the stair. I sighed and gave it to my dad.
He sighed; "Kayleigh, she's only eight. She doesn't know how to pick up after herself." He said.
"I know, but I'll teach her. Especially, when I get bigger so, the baby doesn't get hurt." I took the barbie doll and went to my little sister, Tori's room.
"Tori, you need to stop leaving your toys around the house. I almost fell down the stairs on this." I handed her the doll.
"I sworry, Kay-Kay." She said in her soft voice.
"It's alright, but I'll teach you. You don't want the baby to get hurt. Right?" She shook her head.
"Good. I'll teach you this week. I'm going to go take a nap before dinner." I kissed her head and went to my room. The room where Carlos would stay over three to four times a week. I half smiled, half frowned. I miss him so much and it's not even been a day, heck not ever an hour.
I laid down on my bed and closed my eyes. I thought about the years and how fast they went by. The snow trip we took about a year ago, the arcade, the trip to Hawaii we went to with my family a couple months ago. I cried till I fell asleep, dreaming about if I would ever see him, again. Oh, how am I gonna raise this baby without him?
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