one of the worst things you could ever do to a person that loves you is push them away. I'm usually the one who does the pushing, and I never know why I do. maybe it's because I have issues with myself.
I don't love myself. I can't accept myself.
idk I just hate myself rn
everyday there's a problem with me and my boyfriend, and it's ALWAYS MY FAULT
why do I have to be this way? when did I start being like this? my whole life? probably.
ugh fuck. fuck
it
all
I'm going to sleep
