The Gang Leader

Thirteen

Juliet Adams.

I starred at my reflection in the mirror. Lorena did my make up very well. I smiled when I see my beautiful white dress. Marry Alex by force. Is it ?

I even eager to wear this. I don't know if its by force or no anymore.

Lorena always smiling and telling me I am very beautiful. In the time like this I miss my Dad, My mom and Jason. Can't help when a tear escaped my eyes.

"A beautiful girl can't cry on her wedding " a deep voice said from behind me. I turned around and smiled when I saw its Kyle.

"I feel weird" I said. "You are" he confirmed. I giggled.

"I will be with you through the wedding" he said. "I wish my dad was here" I said weakly.

"He will if he could catch the flight" Kyle shrugged. Wait. "What do you mean ?" I asked. "Alex called him this morning and well he asked him to come but I guess they can't catch the flight" he said.

"Somehow I wish they will. Why do I even want wear this" I said motioned to my wedding dress. Its white and very beautiful.

He shrugged. "Maybe because you growing feelings for him" Kyle said then walked away.

I starred deep in my self again. Am I growing feeling for Alex ? No its not. I marry him because I want to do this to save my family company because there is no way I could run away. What if I try once again to run away ?

"Don't ever think about that" Kyle said from living room. I rolled my eyes.

"So you can reading my mind ?" I asked. "Exactly " he said with confident.

Soon Kyle drove me to my wedding. I thought its gonna be in church. But its not. Its in vintage house. I frowned. When I entered there are Alex men , Alex and Alex's parents. I knew them by the resemblance of his father and him. His mother glared at me though.

Alex hurriedly took my hand and lead me in front of his parents. "Mom and Dad this is my bride Juliet" he said proudly. I just smiled. His father smiling at me while his mother glared at me. I looked away.

"You look beautiful, princess" Alex said in my ear. I blush deep red. I should have angry that he marry me by force but here I am blushing over his stupid words.

***

The wedding is passed in blurry. My father and Jason hasn't come. I began worry about them. We drove to the hotel again. Caden is our driver to the hotel. The whole time Alex grabs my hand and squeezed it. I just look away. When we arrived in the hotel I hurriedly went to our room. Alex followed behind.

I changed my clothes and wash my face. I look like cake face with the make up. Alex wrapped his arms around me , he kisses my neck.

"Alex let go" I said trying to pull away but he didn't bulge.

"You're mine now baby you're Mrs Kings" he said then turned me around. He crashed his lips on mine but unlike the last time I pulled away causing him to angry.

"Why do you pulled away ?" He shouted at me. "I don't want this" I said simply. "What ?"

"I don't want to marry you Alex" I said calmly. "Oh really ?" He mocked me. He grabbed me then pushed me to the bed. I yelp. Then I notice his eyes were black. He starter taking off his shirt. Then hovered me.

"Al- Alex what are you doing ?" I sad with shaky voice.

"Now do me a favor. Do your duty as a wife. Satisfy me, your husband" he said then pinned my both of my wrist on top of my head.

"Alex please don't" I beg. But he keep kissing my neck then lower.
I froze.

He was about to rape me. I try to squirm under his body but he won't bulge. So I cried.

"Alex please don't do this. I am scare" I said in small voice.

It got his attention then he got off of me.

"Alex-"

"Shut up" he said then pulled his clothes on. He was about to leave when I ask.

"Where are you going ?"

"I will find bitches who could fullfil my needs" then he close the door.

I keep starring at the door for almost an hour. I can't believe he was about to rape me.

But I did agreed to marry him. I should be do my duty as his wife. But I am not ready. I am afraid of my feeling. Alex is always in my head. That's scare me.

There is knock on my door. I stood up and open it. There was Kyle.

"Hi" I said try to smile weakly at him. He shooked his head.

"I saw Alex left so I think its didn't went well" he raised an eyebrow. I just nodded. "He said he will find bitches to fulfil his need" I said.

I don't know why but images of Alex with another girls is hurting me. Its like someone cut my heart into pieces.

"Wanna go and find Alex ?" Kyle asked. I nodded. I grabbed my jacket and put it on.

"Let's go" I said. Kyle nodded.

***

We driving for thirty minutes when Kyle pulled up in front of a club.

"You never been in a club ?" He asked. I nodded.

"Is Alex inside ?" I asked.

"Yeah come on" he said then tugged my hand.

I go out from the car. Kyle walk in front of me and I followed him from behind. Kyle nodded to the bouncer and he let us in. Smell of cigarettes and alcohol is so thick in the air.

Kyle grabbed my hand and lead me to the VIP sign.

I gulped when I saw everybody dancing , drinking and laughing. Some of them even grinding to each other. Its my first time in the club but I already hate it. Kyle motion me to follow his gaze. I regret it cuz i saw Alex with two blonde girls around him. Both of them kissing Alex greedily. Alex only sipped his drink.

I wanna cry. I feel so sad. My heart is broke.

"Can we go to hotel now ?" I asked Kyle. He frowned.

"Thought you wanna know where is Alex" he said calmly.

I shooked my head. "No please I wanna go home" I said again. Now Kyle seems understand so he lead me to the car and drive me to our hotel.

I keep crying with silent tears.

I don't know why but I feel sad. My heart is broke into pieces.

"Its normal" Kyle said broke the silence in the car. "Excuse me ?" I asked.

"Its normal to feel broken. I thought you don't want him" he shrugged.

"Its our wedding night. He shouldn't be there with those girls" I said.

"You're the one who pushed him away though" he said again.

That's true.
Its all my fault. I want Alex now. I don't know how but I want him.

What is this feeling ?

"Its called jealousy and its normal" Kyle said. I rolled my eyes. "Stop reading my mind !!!!" i said.
Kyle only chuckled.

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