The sorrow...

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Cole's pov
I had been cutting before i found Jay...
He was now sent to the hospital and i went to my room...
It was dark, i found all my blades, and sat down on the bed and sang
(Play the song)
"Na na, na na na, na na"
"I miss you..."
"Miss you so bad..."
I cut some times before i continued: "I don't forget you"
"Oh it's so sad..."
I started cutting harder and deeper as i sang.

"I hope you can hear me..
I remember it clearly..."
"The day you slipped away!
Was the day i found it, won't be the same"
"Ohh"

"Na na, na na na, na na"
"I didn't get around to kiss you, goodbye on the hand"
"I wish that i could see you again, i know that i can't..."

"Ohh, i hope you can hear me...
Cause i remember it clearly..."
"The day you slipped away! Was the day i found it, won't be the same"
"Ohh"

"I had my wake up, won't you wake up?
I keep asking why..."
"And i can't take it...
It wasn't fake...
It happend, you passed away..."

"Now your gone, now your gone!"
"There you go, there you go!"
"Somewhere i can't bring you back..."
"Now your gone, now your gone!"
"There you go, there you go!"
"Somewhere your not coming back..."

"The day you slipped away!
Was the day i found it, won't be the same... No..."
"The day you slipped away!
Was the day i found it, won't be the same... No..."

"Na na, na na na, na na"
"I miss you..." I whispered as i started crying.

*Some day's later*
I got some good news and some bad news.
They said that Jay was dead, but they knew a way to bring him back to life.
They was: If someone gives us their life, we can bring him back to life.
Me?
Should i?
Without me knowing, i screamed: "ME!" The crew started crying, and they gave me hugs and stuff.
"Goodbye..." I said.
Everybody said goodbye and i left with the hospitalers.
"Let me see Jay, just a last time"
They leaded the way to where Jay was, he looked so peaceful.

I slowly whispered: "You know i will always love you" into his ear.
I couldn't belive that this was true...
No!
Why!! I can't do this!
I ended up sitting there, i was crying.
It was painful to see him like that.
No heartbeats... No life...
Was it really over?!

Cliffhanger again!
Sorry!!

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