My bestfriend from childhood [Completed]

Chapter 24

Sorry guys for the late update, I've been having bad month if guess..

Anyways after this book I'm gone write a story called 'Turning the nerd into a bad boy' so who interesting to read it.

BTW guys go read a story called 'fall' and 'my bad boy room-mate' by _swaggy

Hope you like it

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I miss him..

I was wrong to yell at him, I wasn't spouse to say those things to him.

It been two months and yet I cried myself to sleep on his bed every night, realizing I was wrong from the beginning, I feel like I been swallowed into a black howl of emptiness, I feel like a part of my heart was ripped out.

Every night I would go to his room and lay on his bed crying, wishing he was there to cuddle with me and stay up all night talking about silly stuff, I would fall asleep around dawn and getting forced to wake up at 2 pm and getting dragged out against my will to go to out by Dan.

I made a mistake, I can't live without him, he's everything to me, and I can't deal with my life without him. He wouldn't pick up the phone when I call, I wish I can see him to tell him how I feel, that he got the chance that he always wanted.

It only took me two days of not seeing him to realize that I.. I'm in love with him.

Tomorrow is the first day of school, summer is over. Luke's school got shut down so all of the kids of his school including him are coming to are school. I don't know what to do if I saw him or what to say.

"Kim, we're here" Dan said bringing me back to reality.

We stepped out of the car and got into the dinner and sat down, after we ordered food Dan looked worried and stressed, I think he had a thing in his mind to talk about.

"What's on your mind?" I asked.

"If I told you, you'll laugh and make fun of me" he said.

"I wouldn't"

"Okay, fine" he said "I like Annie"

"Annie? You mean sluty Annie?" I said shocked.

"Don't say that" he said angry.

"Why do you like her?"

"I know that she seems like a bad person, but I know that she can change and be batter person, there's something about her that makes me like her" he smiled.

"Then what's the problem?"

"She's head over heels for Kyle, a girl like her would never like me"

"Dan.." I started.

"Don't worry about it Kim" he gave me a weak smile.

The rest of the day been kind of silent, I didn't know what to say and so did Dan, he been trying to say anything but he couldn't. I feel bad for him, knowing that girl he likes slept with his best fried a couple of time and watching her flirt with other guys and not having the guts to tell her.

I think I fell asleep on the ride home since Mrs. Anderson made me wake up at 6 am so I would sleep early for school, tomorrow is are first day of senior year, I'm not that happy to go back to school, if Kyle isn't there we all know that I'm gone be picked on like old times and they all know I'm nothing' without him.

I felt someone pick me up and carry me, those arms were worm, the worm were familiar almost like Kyle's warmth, just remembering him made me cry even in my sleep, I putted my arms around Dan's neck and bared my face in his neck and started sobbing.

I curled up in a ball and started sobbing louder as soon as Dan place me on the bed, he sat next to me and rubbed my back telling me everything will be alright.

"I have to go, I'll see you I'm school tomorrow" he said and kissed my head "he's in his room, see you tomorrow"

Wait, what?

I stood up rubbing my eyes, I went down steers to the kitchen. Kyle's mum was on the three making a dinner. She turned around giving me a smile.

"Is he really here?" I asked not believing. She just nodded.

If smiled running up steers and knocked the door, he opened it after just a second. He didn't change nether did his habits. He was in his boxer short with his hair in a messy way, if don't think he was happy to see me.

'Mmmmmm.. Hi?" he said.

"look I'm sorry so yelling at you and saying all those stuff, if didn't mean too, if was mad at Luke and if just let it out on you which wasn't right at all because you're my best friend.." if said.

"If don't think we should be best friend anymore" he cut me off.

"Y....you don't want to be my friend anymore?" if started to tear up "you're kidding Right?"

"No" he said coldly.

"Why?"

"Because if don't want to, from now on you're just a girl that lives in the room across mine" he said.

"Look, if promise I'll a batter Friend if made mistakes and if promise if won't do them again.."

"If gotta go" he said closing the door.

Did that just happen? If kept there thinking of what just happened, first it was Luke and now Kyle, who's next my mum and dad.

I got into my room locking the door on myself, why now I really hate myself, people always leave me. Why do they hate me that much. And like always if started crying at how pathetic if was.

Why everything does have to hard in my life?