My bestfriend from childhood [Completed]

Chapter 30

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It been six months, two weeks and four day and she hasn't woken up yet. I kept waiting by that bed for her to wake up from her coma. It's was entirely my fault. I shouldn't have stopped in the middle of the rode and I sure as hell shouldn't have walked away on her.

When she got hit by that car, it felt like the whole world stopped and I couldn't move. When we got to the hospital I kept waiting there by the surgery room waiting for her to walk out here and slap me in the face for being stupid and reckless, I was waiting for someone to tell me that she okay. Waiting outside that surgery room felt like days, it was hell for me.

When the doctor came out he told me she had a broken arm, broken leg and a few broken ribs then he told me she's in a coma which made me think he was just lying and trying to prank me. But then I saw her and my heart stopped.

I just sat there holding her hand in mine and then started crying, every day since then I wished that it was just a nightmare that I'll wake up from any moment to find her sleeping next to me like a child. I hated this so much. Being the reason she got hit by that truck.

When my mum came back, she started crying and after a week she made me go to school, I couldn't handle it. Everyone guy gave a pity look and the girl were happy thinking I was available again. But I'm not. My heart is tied to hers and I'm not letting her go. She's my everything.

During the second period when the teacher was checking names he called Kim's name and everything crushed down on me, I ended up punching the wall and going back to the hospital.

The thought of her waking up and me not being there next to him was driving me crazy, I stayed there waiting by the bed every day and even spent the night sleeping on the uncomfortable couch or just fall asleep next to her bed on the chair.

My mum or Dan would stop every day to see her, bring me some cloths and try to make me eat. But I just don't feel like eating when she wasn't there. I miss her so damn much.

"I miss you, Kimmy" I whispered kissing the back of her hand after taking it between my hands.

"You have no idea how much I'm in pain or how I'm surfing seeing you like this, seeing you like this breaks me apart, it should've been me not you" I said stroking her cheek gently "You have no idea about how I felt when your heart stopped twice last week, everyone keeps on saying 'it's her time to go' and 'she's not gone make it', Kimmy you can die, you can't leave me now, babe please" tears falling down my face "I miss you, I miss you teasing me, I miss you smile, I miss your talk, I miss you yelling at me for the stupid mistakes I do every day, I miss you hitting me on the head when I answer with the wrong answer, I miss your smile and I miss those beautiful eyes of yours"

"Please wake up, please open your eyes and yell at me for walking away from you, open your eye and hit me for not listening to you, open your eyes for me, for your parents, for Dan and Annie, for my mum or even for HIM, just open your eyes and tell me you're okay"

"You okay, man?" Dan asked walking into the room.

"No" I said kissing her hand.