Gorgeous Nightmare

How did you get so cold?

*Evelynn's p.o.v*

 I ran in Vic's room and threw myself on the bed and buried my head under the pillows. "Could that have been anymore embarrassing?" i heard the door open and then close, but no movement. So i peaked out from under the pillow and saw Vic standing there staring at my rosy red face. "I'm so sorry..." he spoke softly. I laid back under the pillow, took a deep breathe and sat up. "No, don't be sorry...." shaking my head as i put my hands behind my head. Vic took his place next to me on the bed, leaving no space between us, throwing his hands around my small body and squeezing me. I returned the hug. "should i tell him...?" is the only thought running through my head right now. "Vic i need to tell you something, and i don't really know if this is the best thing, but if i don't do this now i will never do it, then i'll end up regretting it some day." His eyes giving me the same worried look they did in the hospital, I grabbed his hand and faced him. 

"You've been my best friends since we were kids, I've told you every secret i have ever had and i trust you with my whole life...i know we haven't really hung out in so long, but when i look at you, i can tell you what goes through my head. You're amazing, you make me laugh, and i know i have been disappointing you a lot lately, but i can't express the love i have for you, and how real and pure it is. I've felt this way for SO long...but if i'm saying to much please just tell me to shut up at any time." Before i could breathe, Vic kissed me passionately. "shut up" he said with the biggest smile as i bit my lip and tried to hide my smile. "I can't believe this even just happened. Eveylnn i'ved loved you for so damn long." he said as tears started to rush out of my eyes. "No, don't cry, why are you crying?!" he started to freak a little. "Stop, im just really happy!" i said laughing at him. 

*Vic's p.o.v* 

"She loves me..."  that's the only thought i had, my heart was racing so fast and hard right now...Could she hear it? She was so happy tears were running down her face. Finally everything is perfect. Evelynn looks at me with a smile so big and blushing a little, but her eyes say something else. What wasn't she telling me? "Are you okay?" i blurted out. She gave me a confused look and nodded her head. "Mhm, are you okay?" she asked slowly. I adjusted myself and nodded my head, then slowly changed to shaking my head. I wasn't going to lie about this, i needed to know if it was just in my head or if something was really wrong with her. "You're eyes tell me there is something you're not telling me, are you sure you are okay?" She had to know i meant well... "I...I..." she sighed. "No, i have another secret, Vic." She looked up at me. "Being high, isn't that bad. I maybe...kinda.. just a little enjoyed it. Everything slowed down for once you know." she stood up and started pacing around. "I saw things a different way, i wasn't constantly thinking about what to do or say around you, i could just relax. You have always made me so nervous, all i ever wanted was to know how it feels to be loved by Victor Funetes." she was smiling so sweetly at me, how could i be mad? but i knew it was wrong, and so did she. "Sweetheart, i love you! God knows i do... But Evelynn, we BOTH know this isn't okay. Getting high isn't okay." I stood up and grabbed her hands. "I wanna have something real with you, but i can't do that if you wanna be on drugs." i said seriously. "I know, im sorry. For some reason, i've always liked how i felt during, but never after. I promise, you have nothing to worry about. Im not touching anything." She kissed me. "Good, that makes me happy." I smiled and kissed her once more. "Lets go down stairs and see what the guys are up too, plus i have to make sure Mike isn't mad at me, i got all pissy when he walked out on us." i ran my fingers through my hair and half smiled. "Oh, right." Evelynn was turning red. "It's okay act like nothing happened." i opened the door and walked out with her following close behind me.

We walked down the steps to find a great surprise... "What the hell are they doing here?!" i snapped at mike. Tony threw his hands up, " i told him it wasn't a good idea." Jamie was to lost in his game to give 2 fucks about what was going on, typical. "Chill out!" is all mike could give me. "No, Justine, you seem like a nice person and all but get the fuck out of my house." I couldn't have been more serious. 

"Mike invited me over to hang out and smoke. I'm a guest is this how you treat me?" Justine snapped back. "No, but i do when said guest's boyfriend laces weed given to her "Best friend" and almost kills her, then i have a problem with them. She was such a good fucking girl and all she can think about is smoking now. I can't have her doing that, she needs to get her head clear so please just leave my house and leave her alone." i said point towards the door. she looked up at Evelynn who just turned the other way, then at Mike before getting up and walking towards the door. "You know, i had nothing to do with that, I don't even wanna date Kyle anymore, do you know that he forces me to stay? Im sorry for what happened, Evelynn... I really am.... But you have NO idea what i go through, i know he shouldn't have done that, trust me i've been where you are..." and just like that Justine walked out the door and didn't look back.  

"Really Vic, you just couldn't let me have a friend over?" Mike flipped as soon as the door closed behind Justine. "No, not her, not Kyle. That's it im not having them around her and for you to smoke out in the open in front of Evelynn is just wrong. What if she came down here to see you smoking and it made her freak out, and have the flashbacks of kyle and her in the bathroom. Who's to say that he didn't rape or touch her and she just doesnt remember?" My face was red as a tomatoe. "If you want to fucking smoke do it in the comfort of your damn room!" i said. Evelynn just stood there with tears in her eyes. "You're right, what if he did..i just didn't remember...Should i get checked out, is it too late?!" she began to freak out. "WHY ME, WHY DOES THIS HAVE TO HAPPEN TO ME." she yelled. Mike just stayed quite. "Why... WHY DID YOU PUT THAT IN MY HEAD, VIC?! WHY DID YOU HAVE TO DO THAT. I WAS FINE JUST LOVING YOU, AND NOW IM FREAKING OUT. JUST LEAVE ME ALONE." she ran back into the bed room, slamming the door and locking it. "cool, what just happened?!" my head began to spin.