My life's diary...

I quit... I hate life...

Damn it...

Does anyone feel like they get punished for every single thing that they do? Well that's my life now.

I post a video on Youtube, I take it down, my friends punish me for it.

I accidentally spill some Coke on the table, I wipe it off, my mum punishes me for that.

I try to have some friends to talk to, I say something, I get punished for that.

I let some kids borrow my laptop, I get it back and there's no sound, I get punished for that.

Every single bad thing that my brother does and I take full responsibility for it, I get punished for that.

I try to interact with my friends, I get punished for that.

My life decides that I shouldn't have any friends at all, I get punished for that.

I get punished for using a homephone when I didn't even use it.

I get punished for trying to throw a paper plane and life decides for me to trip over my own toe.

I get punished for doing my own thing on Youtube when I'm accused to copying someone when I wasn't.

I try to be happy, I'm punished for that.

I become sad, I'm punished for that.

I try getting an old friend back but he killed me inside, I'm punished for that.

My whole psyche is punished from my mum's spontaneous singing which reminded me of the old me.

I get punished for advancing to the new me.

I get punished for being a new person.

My life is so unbearable right now, I just wanna run away and die.