My life's diary...

Do you feel it?

Does it feel like your friends just betrayed you and portray you as the enemy?

Does it feel like you only have few friends left? ( For me, I only have 10)

Does it feel like society cast you into the abyss and make you hate your life for not fighting back?

Does it feel like society doesn't accept you at all?

Does it feel like you've been lonely for so long, you don't know how to react to a lot of people around you?

Does it feel like life decides that you should be alone forever?

Does it feel like you wanna harm yourself because life is so cruel? (I know someone out there feels the same way)

Does it feel like you can't sleep because of life's many problem that encounter you and never stop to haunt you?

Does it feel like somebody is always pointing a gun right in front of your face? (Yep, that's my life)

Does it feel like you wanna run away and find the teeniest bit of hope to keep you as sane as possible?

Does it feel like you just wanna stay in your room and just go on the internet to keep you away from society, and keep you distracted from the deep, pit feeling in your gut?

Does it feel like no one understands what you're feeling?

Does it feel like your friends turned into sadists that enjoy putting you and me through hell?

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Does it feel like you have no purpose in life?

(put down in the comments if yes or no)