My life's diary...

Don't you want to know?

It's really stressful being gay. You get really worried about who finds out and if people judge you for being gay.

You get all stressed out if you're parents are gonna find out and if they think you're an abnormality.

You get scared if bullies find out and they'll bully you about it, like they don't care about gay people.

You get worried if the guy you like doesn't like you back and if you tell him that you like him but he tells you he doesn't, that will tear you apart.

You get worried that if you tell someone, the fact that you're gay might be toyed around with like a game. But its not. Its a decision. An important one.

You get worried that people at school, like teachers, will find it hard to accept that you're gay.

You find it hard to think about if the guy you like will just leave you're life, and you get torn apart. Then find another guy to crush on. But I really, really, really like this guy.

You get all worried and stressed that the guy you like doesn't really care about you.

You get scared that if the relationship does happen, you and your partner will be bullied a lot, leading to break-up.

And you get really worried if he does know you like, no, love him but he rejects that love. And destroys you and your life ends.