Smile

Chapter 2

I sat in the office, eating my chex mix. I was counting down until the bell rang.

10-9-8-7-6-5-4-3-2-1

RIIIINNNGGG

I got up out of my seat and bolted to the gym. I pushed by all the people rushing in and put of rooms, going towards classes and vending machines. These people are savages..

***

Ugh it's been 10 minutes. I beat her here and it's a longer walk from the office to the gym than from upstairs. That's sad. I turned around to see if she was coming from the other direction. Nope just....Destiny. UGH.

I turned the other way but she still saw me.

"Hey Rocki! It's weird not seeing you with a stripper outfit on...or something you wear when you work the corner street. How else are you going to afford clothes?" She said laughing all nasally and snotty.

"Oh Destiny...wanna know what's funny about your name?"I said about to burst

"What?" She said

"You're destiny is my fist in your face!" I said before smashing my fist into her nose. Yep that's broken...I heard a snap and so did everyone else. She was on the ground in seconds!

I couldn't control myself...this felt o good...I hopped on top of her and kept punching her and her face got even bloodier.

"FUCK WITH ME AGAIN YOU DUMB CUNT!" I shouted continuing to punch harder and harder.

Out of nowhere she reached up and grabbed my dark brown hair and pulled it and ripped out some.

I heard her laugh, so I did what any girl in my sitch should do...I karate chopped her throat. Bitch down.

I got up and CiCi was behind me,just amazed. Someone grabbed my arm,I looked over and it was Mr.Douglas. The principle SHIT!

***

I waited in front of the school for my friends, and my sweetheart bf. Kamryn and Kendal got outside first, I told them I couldn't go to the dance now and I told then why and they were pissed. My boyfriend Wayde finally came out of the building with Sabella and Brody. Wayde came up to me and wrapped his hand around my waist and pulled me into him and leaned down and kissed my neck.

"Hey babe" Wayde said to me pulling me in closer

"Hey" I said leaning my head on his shoulder

"Oh look it's CiCi and Taylor! CiCi is so pretty..." Sabella said

"Hey guys!" CiCi said

"Heeyy!" We all said at the same time

My phone vibrated and it was from Sabella....I looked up and she was already walking down the side walk to her car..

"Sabby! Come on babe lets work this out!" Brody said chasing after her

"Great." I said. I started to run after her but Wayde stopped me.

"Babe, just let them cool down." He said

"Look at the text." I said kind of irritated

From Sabellllaaaaa<3

Brody doesn't want to take me to the dance this weekend because of a stupid rumor that I am pregnant with his child.

"Oh..." Wayde said speechless

"Yeah I know." I said. I turned around and ran towards Sabella. "SABELLA!" I shouted

She turned and I saw her make up running down her face. She threw her hands in the air, got in her car and flew out of the parking lot and flipped Brody off as she passed him.

'Oh this won't end well.' I thoughtto myself. I turned and looked at Wayde. He had his head down and was shaking it.

"Let's go." I said walking away

Kamryn and CiCi got into my car and we drove out and headed home. It took us about 30 minutes to get back to my house but we got back. We all walked up the walkway and I unlocked the door

"Hello sweetie!" My mom said as I walked in, I threw my bag up against a wall and walked over and hugged her.

"Hey mom...I love you.." I said

"What did you do this time...?" She said putting her hands on her hips.

I handed her the four write up slips, she just stared at the for a minute

"Kamryn, CiCi, could you girls give us a minute?" My mom said to them

"Yes Mrs. Hamilton" they said simotaniously

As soon as we couldn't hear them my mother put the sheets of paper on the table.

"Roquelle, where did I go wrong?" She asked

"What do you mean...?" I said, I could feel tears building up

"You're so beautiful, and you just do this! It doesn't make me very proud. People say things about me and how I have failed to raise you right" she said to me

"Oh what so do you regret having me then?" I snapped

"No that's not what I...." She started before I cut her off

"No I think that is what you meant, I am sorry that I am not your "perfect" daughter you have always wanted." I said as a tear ran down my cheek. I grabbed my bag and ran up to my room where my friends were

"Rocki wait!" She shouted up to me

I got to the top of the stairs and turned around, "no." I said grinding me teeth and make up probably running down my face.

I ran into the bathroom and opened a drawer where there was a bag of razors,I opened it and grabbed one and slid it across. I kept digging in, harder and harder and I could feel the blood running down my wrist but I kept going. I finally stopped and saw blood splattered all over the sink. I could vaguely see my other scars under the blood. I felt a little woozy and dropped to my knees, then dropped onto my side and all I could see was black.

I woke up to my mother screaming to someone, I couldn't hear anything but I could see it..my vision was a little blurry though.

I suddenly could hear

"Oh my word baby are you okay?! We are calling for an ambulance!" She said freaking out

I could see Kamryn and CiCi standing in the doorway, CiCi had her hands over her mouth and Kamryn was crying. I felt so bad, I couldn't help it though. I'm a stupid slut who shouldn't live. I don't deserve life, I just fuck shit up.

My vision started going blurry, and soon went black again. My body went weak and I passed out.