Emma's pov
Today's Friday,
it started out all cold, the sky turned gray. I set at my window watching the raindrops fall. I was really worried, because today was the day that I am singing in front of at least 800 people ...
It was nerve-racking and my anxiety is kicking in. I just want everything to go as planned. then, I'm gonna go to softball practice and then most likely just go to bed.
My first game of the season is tomorrow so I'm gonna get plenty of sleep tonight. I got up and brushed out my wet hair cause i had just gotten out of the shower.
I got a bowl of strawberries and added some other fruit with it. Blueberries, banana slices, Apple chunks, kiwi slices, cherry bits (I took out the seeds that's why it's bits), and some cantaloupe.
I sat down and continued watching vampire diaries. My couch is big and it wraps around so I just kinda draped myself on it. I don't know I'm feeling just really depressed all of a sudden. The weather matches my mood.
I thought is practice my vocals for tonight so I went into our music room that we had made for jack. I wanted to here my voice back to me so I recorded it.
"she always told her self she could do this, no one else she would be just fine. But when it got hard she would lose her focus. So take my hand it will be alright. And she knew that she would be okay, so she didn't let it get in her way.
Sometimes it all gets a little to much.
But you gotta realize that soon the fog will clear up.
And she knew that she would be okay cause we're all the same.
Sometimes it all gets a little too much."
I played it back and it sounded okay..
I knew I will do better. I sang the song a few more times and got some water. By then my hair was all dry so I played pandora while I curled my hair.
I sang every song, that I knew, came on.
I applied makeup after I was done with that because you know it takes forever to curl long hair.
