Emma's pov
I look out upon the lake. The wind blows the curtains my way. They were lace so what does it matter. I had a layered cotton blanket around my shoulders covering my shorts and tea shirt. My thirteen year old body was not much to look at but it sure as hell kept me through. I had a big butt, grew fast into my slow growth height of puberty. I had boobs sprouting you know size b-32. Wasn't much of a pretty girl I should say. Braces but my smile was adorable. My dimples showed and my blonde hair made me look little older. I guess I was attractive. Apparently so cause the guys always called me pretty. I heard the door open and in came the cousin I most dreaded. He came up and wrapped his arms around my little body. His 16 year old mind was out of control with sex drive. I laughed thinking it was a joke and pushed him a little "come on go away". I laughed once more he didn't move a muscle. The door was shut guess that's what I heard. He pushed me into the bed which was highly inappropriate. I tried to get up but he undid his belt and jumped on top of me. He laughed but like in a cold way. He put his hand under my shirt and I tried to slap it away. "No!" I told him coldly warning him. He then grabbed my Brest making me shiver. "No!" I started to get louder as I kept saying that word over and over. He slowly went down to my vagina with his hand and rubbed it roughly making me want to scream at him. This wasn't enjoyable at all. I kicked him in the balls and that lead to him raising his fist and with force hitting my eye.
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I woke up from my horrid nightmare. I was crying and sweating really bad. I never told anyone that happened but after that day he stopped coming around. My cousin. I threw the covers to the side of the bed and got my crutches. I went to the bathroom to splash cold water on my face. A minute of me just breathing there was a knock at the door. "Um I'm in here." I said trying not for anyone to come in. "It's gilinsky is something wrong?" He asked me. I instantly opened the door and gave him a hug. "Um yeah, yeah sorry bad dream." I said. He nodded and healed me. He grabbed my crutches and took me to his room that he shared with my brother. He placed me on johnsons bed and I cuddled into him. He wasn't there that summer. His sent and presence gave me closer and made me feel safe. I love my older brother. Soon I fell asleep.
