Never Let Me Go (ON HOLD)

Why Mum?...

Hey guys I have missed writing so much I have just sorta gotten back to school and its not to bad so yeah Like,Comment,Share and this is gonna be a bit sad Spoiler alert #soznotsoz so yeah enjoy lovelies

~Keegan

He anniversary with Luke was absolutely amazing I loved it no one has ever done that for me and I dated a guy for 2 years he didn't do anything like that he toke me to macca's I was pulled out of my train of thought when Luke planted a big wet kiss on my neck I giggled

Rose: we Luke now my neck is all wet

Luke: now there is two things wet

He finished with his signature wink I slapped his arm, gave him a glare and shook my head he wrapped his arm around me and pulled me back down to the bed I snuggled with him Jai came into the room

Jai: aw look at you two cuties

He held up his phone and I heard a camera click then my phone went off j picked it up and saw I was mentioned in a tweet I unlocked my phone and there was a picture of me and Luke the caption read "aren't these two just so cute you could strangle them" I laughed retweeted, favourited and saved it on to my phone I put it down

Luke: what does my beautiful princess what to do

Rose: we should go to my place and see if you can make a good second impression on my mama bear

Luke nodded and got up

Luke : I'm gonna go get ready then

Rose: ok I will get changed

We both parted at the door after a mini make out session I grabbed out my pierce the veil shirt that I brought online not to long ago and got out some black high waisted pants I ran into Luke and Jai's closet to change I got my clothes on and came out and slipped on my leopard print vans Luke came in dressed in skinny jeans and a janoskians shirt he put in some uggs and I grabbed my phone I didn't feel like putting makeup on so we left, we walked over the lawn and got to my house it was locked so I knocked no answer so I got my key and unlocked it

Rose: MUM!

No answer I look around with Luke holding my hand I walked over to her room and opened the door and there lay my mother I walked over she looked like she was sleeping I noticed her chest was moving my breathing was picking up pace and I looked a little longer still nothing I felt everywhere for a pulse nothing no no no she couldn't be nothing is wrong with her no physical damage Luke noticed me starting to freak out

Luke: hey what's wrong

Rose: she...she's dead

I barely whispered Luke's eyes got big

Luke: no she can't be you probably didn't get the right spot

He was breathing fast he may not have known her properly but he cared I was in the corner as Luke searched her body for a pulse and breathing nothing he backed away and slid down the wall and started hyperventilating

Rose: Luke breath your going to pass out

His breathing slowed I noticed something in my mums hand I walked over my legs were going to give out any minute it was paper I slipped it out of her hand it read

"Rosie baby your never here but your a teenager you living your life but I haven't been truthful with you I have been doing drugs for a while and I love it that's why I have been moody and stuff as I am trying to give up but I think this time I have overdosed I'm not feeling the same and everything is a mess I'm sorry but I knew this was coming so I wrote my will the other day it's on the coffee table under the magazines I'm so so sorry I love you so much never do what I have done sorry I won't be there for your children or you wedding but my one last wish is that you keep living happy and you and your dad stay here happy and living your wonderful lives you are both beautiful people, i approve of Luke he seems like a lovely boy I love you both so much bye RosiePosie xox"

I started crying no she couldn't my angel of a mother would never do drugs but why would she write this my walls cam crashing down I broke down Luke ran over to me

Luke: what was on the note

Rose: she overdosed on drugs and she and thing prepared for it we need to call the ambulance or police after we call dad

He simply nodded I know he wasn't coping either but I was a mess I was so glad I didn't wear makeup and it hurts the most as mum never got to meet Luke properly I got up and dialled my dads number and walked out of the room Luke following closing the door

Dad: Hey RosiePosie what's up

Rose: dad m-um has l-eft us

Dad: Hun what do you mean she probably went t get groceries

Rose: no dad left us she is up with the big man

Dad: no she can't be

Rose: she is I came home to see her body and a note saying she oded

Dad: no no no

Rose: I'm sorry dad she never meant this to happen

Dad: I'm coming straight home

He hung up and I sat there emotionless she wouldn't want me to grieve I looked at a picture if her dad and I we looked so happy I want her back Luke came over to me as I sat on the couch and wrapped his arms around my waist and held me supportively making me feel better and safer dad came crashing through the doors I just pointed to her room knowing what he wanted to know he went in there and I heard his cries straight away he sat in their grieving for 10 minutes I got up

Rose: come on dad stop grieving she wouldn't want that let's call someone to get her out of here

*1 hour later*

She was in the hospital they were just running test to see what she overdosed on the doctor came out

Doctor: Pascal family Mary-Anne has overdosed on....cocaine it has over rided her system causing her death

We left after that I still dang believe that she did that I decided to let dad be alone tonight and stayed at Luke's again I have been quite sad and quiet we got to Luke's I pulled of my clothes and got into one of Luke's shirts and jumped into his bed and fell asleep

*5 hours later*

I was awoken by Luke getting into the bed

Luke: shit sorry did I wake up up

Rose: yeah but it's ok

He smiled and I snuggled into him and fell back to sleep very quickly

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Yes it's a short one its just to keep you going my back is sore as I'm sitting up doing this in the most uncomfortable way I will update soon comment like and share i want more reads give me ideas for the next chapters!