Never Let Me Go (ON HOLD)

Selfies with the King and Disasters

Well hey guys! How are you all I am still waiting on a James girl! I need a few more applicants for the two boys I have recently been watching Marcus Butler and Tyler Oakley videos and OMG changed my life in love with them so I think I will get on with the book! Comment, Share, Vote! Enjoy lovelies

~Keegan

I woke up to have three faces looking at me I blinked a couple times and they laughed

Rose: um what are you doing?

Luke: admiring your beauty

Jai: watching you sleep

Beau: joining in with these dickheads

Rose: well thanks, creepy and haha

They moved away and I sat up picked up my phone and checked the time 12:45 I turned to Luke and smiled he smiled back and hugged me I hugged him back and kissed his cheek and he turned his head after and puckered up really big I laughed and kissed him we, we're full on making out his tongue playing with mine we pulled apart

Rose: What should we do today?

Luke: How about a selfie day!!!!!

Rose: sounds like fun lets get started

We grabbed our phones and toke selfies together in our pj's and we toke a couple making faces and being silly

Rose: I'm going to get changed and we can take more

Luke nodded I walked out and got a singlet that had a moustache and glasses on it that showed a little of my stomach and put on some sweatpants, I walked out of the bathroom after doing my makeup and hair I walked out to see Luke dressed and ready

Rose: ok where should we go for a selfie

Luke: out the front and we will walk around and stuff

I nodded and put on my rainbow leap off print vans and walked out the front with Luke to stop and take a selfie pulling a face we walked over to the park and sat on the swing together Luke was kissing my cheek and I scrunched up my face and we toke a photo I ran into this long grassy area and was holding/ playing with some grass and smiled over at Luke and he toke a photo we went on take selfies we went on the train and toke some and we went to macaw and toke some with food in Luke's mouth may I add we decided to go home and as we were walking through the door we toke one last selfie before we our phones down and ate some ice cream sandwiches I was so tired and it was only 5:55 so I deiced to take a nap I walked up to Luke's bed and got under his dinosaur covers and fell asleep and I was dreaming about Luke and me and we were running off into the sunset hand in hand then cat in the hat showed up and throws a shoe at my head i wake up and think what the actual fuck I walk down and see the boys doing a twitcam

Luke: and there is my beautiful girlfriend up from her nap say hi Rose

Rose: well hey guys

I jumped over to Luke and sat on his lap Luke's arms went around my waist and his lips rested on my shoulder this set the fans off all of these messages with

"OMG THEY ARE SO CUTE I TOTAL SHIP ROKE!!!"

And " OMG shipping luse so bad right now!"

People were saying how beautiful I am I just sat there amazed at how they are so kind

Rose: OMG thank you guys that means a lot

Luke: she is beautiful isn't she

Luke was just dazed away and I sat there reading the comments and then say the hate rolling in

"OMG what the fuck Luke why is that slutty whore sitting on your lap ew"

"Haha you think Luke loves you think again hoe"

"Kill your self your not even pretty you look like a pimple on the devils hairy ass!"

Tears welded up in my eyes I couldn't take it so I got off Luke's lap and ran up to the bathroom locked the door and sat there balling my eyes out I looked around for my bag of makeup and pulled out a container I opened it up and pulled out the blade I washed it then started

Rose: this is for not being perfect

I cut deep onto my wrist

Rose: this is for being a slut

I cut another time even deeper

Rose: this is for not deserving Luke and not being good enough for him

I cut I third time deeper again

Rose: AND THIS IS FOR OVERALL BEING AND UGLY, UNWANTED, UNIMPORTANT HUMAN BEING

And I cut again this one being the deepest I grabbed a towel and help it against my wrist I washed my blade put it in the container and put it away I sat there crying and holding the towel against my wrist

*LUKES POV*

I heard yelling an loud crying

Luke: I have to go do another twitcam later

I shut my laptop lid and walked to where the screaming came from I got to the bathroom to hear crying it sounded like Rose

Luke: Rosie is that you

Rose: w-what Luke?

Luke: why are you crying unlock the door I can come in

Rose: no I can't let you it's um.......private

Luke: it's ok

Rose: it's not you will be disappointed

I started to worry what has she done a million things were running through my head

Luke: please just open the door

The door clicked to show it was unlocked I walked in and saw blood on the floor and Rose holding a small red towel on her wrist

Luke: no no no no no please not be what I think it is

Rose: sorry

Luke: but why......

I was crying now and was so upset

Rose: didn't you see those hate messages I was just being told the truth

Luke: what did they say

Rose: that I was a slut, ugly didn't deserve you and that I'm unwanted and unimportant

Luke: but rose you are wanted you are important and if anything I don't deserve you, you are beautiful and everything I want

Rose: thank you

I smiled and pulled her close I looked at the cuts they had stopped bleeding heavily but were still bleeding I grabbed a bandage and a soft cloth I put the soft cloth on the cuts then wrapped the bandage around it

Luke: it's ok you are everything and more than what I need

She smiled and hugged me today was eventful and will be getting angry at those people who sent hate but Rose was tired again so we both went to sleep

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It's shorting know but it will get you going for a while love xoxox