Forbidden Love

Chapter 8

"- What a show!

- Indeed! The crowd was amazing." Kendall and Logan are coming back in the bus, after the first show of the tour.

"- Sounds like you guys had fun.

- Yes we had!" Logan's very enthousiastic.

"- But now I'm tired. Let's go to the next venue and the hotel. I hope there isn't to much traffic." Logan goes sitting on a couch and closes his eyes.

"- But how did you enjoyed your performance?" Kendall asks me.

"- Good. I was very nervous at the beginning, but once I started it went pretty well.

- The audience seemed to love you.

- I don't know...

- Yes they did. Maybe you didn't see it, but I saw them all waving for you and clap their hands. " I smile at him.

"- You sung 'Invisible' pretty good.

- Thank you.

- Why did you decide to not sing ' I Knew You Were Trouble" anymore?

- Cause that kind of was a message towards you, but after we talked, the message wasn't right.

- Oh, I get it. Listen Lindsey, I really regret what I did, I shouldn't...

- It's okay." I interrupt him.

"- I don't mind anymore. We talked and I know understand your part of the story now too.

- Thank you. You are the best. So... about the hotel... I don't have to share a bedroom with you guys, don't- I? Not that I don't want too, but... that's even more weird than sharing a bus.

- No, in the hotels you share a bedroom with Alexa and Victoria, while me, the guys and Jackson have another room and the crew has again two other rooms. Everybody is seperate. No girls with boys.

- Okay." He looks at me with his beautiful green eyes and I melt. How can I ever been mad at him. Oh no. I think I'm falling in love all over again. But I can't. Who knows what will tear us apart this time?

"- What's wrong?

- Nothing. Why?

- Cause you have been staring in my eyes for the past 5 minutes, looking a bit lost..." Was it really that long?

"- Oh, nothing, I was just thinking..." I try to get away from this awkwardness.

"- Oh. Okay. I'm glad we're hanging out. Like the old days. And the best part is: in these 3 months we can catch a lot up from what we have missed the past 5 years.

- Yeah, Kendall. I know. We have so much to talk about.

- I missed you so much. I really thought about you at least every week.

- Me too. Like I said before, it took me almost 5 years to progress the break-up.

- And I still feel sorry about that. But if it makes you feel better: I wasn't over it yet." He stands up and goes laying in his bed on the bus. Did he just say that he was still not over me? That there's a chance that he still loves me? That we could get back together?

"- Kendall, what did you mean with that?

- What I said.

- So you were saying you still love me?

- I didn't say that. I said I was still not over our break-up.

- But that the same.

- Maybe." He winks at me. Oh my God. He's still in love with me. I think. I don't know. What am I supposed to think? He turns himself around in his bed and I'm looking at his back now. I go sit in the couch where Logan is and put the TV on. I'm not going to sleep, cause it's less than an hour before we arrive at the next venue and our hotel.