F*** my life! I got put back in the psychiatric ward... it sucks. It was just yesterday that I was spying on Riana and waking her up like the creep I am... MY LIFE SUCKS!!! All my counselors and therapists say I need "special help" but that's just code for medicine and more freaking therapy... Riana has the biggest crush on someone... love makes me wanna f**king puke my guts out. Do you know how many "stress relievers" I need to take... 20! guess what else... when i was younger i went into my moms room when she was at work and locked myself in her bathroom and tried to overdose on her pain meds... i had to go to the hospital and i passed out and had to have a tube put sown my throat because i couldn't feed myself... That was when I was 9... I had a friend Brookie and when I was cutting myself she decided to yell out "LILA NEVER CUT YOURSELF ON THE VEIN!" the teacher heard and had to have a "talk" with me. While some kids in my class were doing drugs and getting drunk I was cutting myself and trying to die... one day in 3rd grade a girl shoved me down on concrete and called me grizzly bear because I'm a generally hairy girl and this was before I realized the wonders of shaving my legs... my "friends" stood by and laughed... that was the start of my depression... I know it's like the movie cliche to be tortured then depressed but... that was my life... unfortunately it still is
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Teen FictionA girl struggles with depression until she finally finds out someone has loved her all along.
