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Rianas POV

YouTube was always a way that I calmed down. I would cut myself and YouTube would be the way I would calm down and I would be up until 3am watching YouTube. When I still lived with my adoptive parents I would have to hide the fact I was on YouTube. When my adoptive dad found me watching Phan and he walked in and said "wasting time and data on this sh*t is stupid" he pulled off his belt and hit me for every gig of data I went over on. My plan was 3 gigs of data and I had used 10 so I got hit 7 times. YouTube was my outlet and I would pour my heart into making videos and watching them. I still have scars and places where the belt broke the skin. Sometimes they still hurt. I showed Luke my back and all the scars. He hugged me and said that no one could hurt me now. He said he would never hurt me. I believe him and we kiss...

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