Amnesia - Sebastian x Reader [DISCONTINUED]

Amnesia - Sebastian x Reader part 9

Off you flew, into the night sky. You felt the icy wind as it hit your face and the snow as it soaked your clothes. You flew up to the clouds and hovered there, not saying or doing anything. You were invisible in the mist. It was cold up there, but you liked it. It was nice, to say the least. It kept you distracted from what you had just done.

You folded your wings and let yourself drop. Just before you hit the ground, you spread your wings and let the wind catch you. You then proceeded to fly, three meters above the countryside, to the ocean.

When you were little, your family visited the ocean. All the time. Your grandfather was a sailor – well, a retired sailor. When you were only three, you learnt how to guide a boat and master the sail. You were taught about the creatures and their unique habits. You were even taught how to fish and how to catch the best meal.

It was your grandfather that taught you about seduction. On days where there was a fair wind, you and him would go out to the sea and sail away from the shore until you could not see it anymore. He would then proceed to take out a fishing rod and, while wait for the cod to bite, he would tell you about how his wife, your grandmother, had lured him in and tied him around her little finger. He described as a perfect woman. When they were young, they went to the beach as well, and when she looked at him, she would smile and toss her glossy mass of brown hair. His eyes would light up with love.

You had never met this woman. Just after you were born, she disappeared. There was no evidence of murder; she had just vanished into the blue. It was a rainy day. No one was at the beach except her. The police concluded a freak wave had swept her up and she drowned. For weeks, your grandfather went into a state of depression. He wasn't the type to drown his sorrows in drink, but rather with questions. The woman I loved was strong she could swim. How could she drown? Why would she be at the beach? Was there someone else there? Maybe they drowned her? Why isn't she coming back to get my freshly caught smelt out of the fridge to fry? Where is she? She's not dead, I know it. So where could she be?

You thought about this as you reached your destination. Grandfather had recovered since then, just in time for your first birthday. Your parents were a it reluctant to let a one-year-old on the water, but you just had such a knack for swimming they could not refuse. But two years later, your Grandfather disappeared, just like his wife. You were never allowed to visit the ocean after that. Every day, you would stand by the open window, arms dangling outside, looking at the faint line of deep blue on the horizon, wishing. Wishing for your little boat, wishing for the cold, refreshing water, whishing for your grandfather to come back. Where was he? WHY WASN'T HE COMING BACK?!

You sighed. In a manner of speaking, you had just followed your grandparents' footsteps and disappeared. You had left Sebastian. But he needed - no, history needed - to get back on track. In the heat of the moment, your loved one hadn't noticed that you left him a note:

Go back to Ciel.

You knew he would. He had to.

At least, you hoped he would. That was why you added the last bit.

As my last wish.

It was your last wish.

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Okay I know this chapter's short and there's not a lot on Sebby or the plot, but it's an update (finally)! So anyway, I put in this part because it's gonna be useful to the plot later, so... Yeah!

Oh yeah, and did you like the vid at the top? It's the ocean (you: we know - that's obvious smh... Me: yeah whatever I thought I would clarify it. You: smh... Me: you said that already.)

Okay, see yohu next week!

~Lizzy >3