On Mute (Ouran High School Host Club fan fiction) COMPLETED

Chapter 6: Liking The Host Club. Never Mind!

A/N: Okay, just to let you know, the song on the side is what Asuna feels like and another thing, in case your all idiots and didn't read the first chapter, I DO NOT OWN OURAN HSHC. Sadly. . . You should've already known that in the start. . . The Song Is called Bad Apple, and if you somehow can't view it, let me know or visit the song on YouTube, the English version or the Japanese version.

Chapter 6: Liking The Host Club. Never Mind!

"Mommy, do you promise there's no monsters under my bed?" I asked with tears strumming down my cheeks.

"Yes, Asuna, darling. I promise there is absolutely no monsters under there. I caught them all. Monsters always listen to mothers' even if they aren't theirs. I told them to stop scaring you and leave you alone. Trust me, they're gone and no longer will scare you." she said, tickling my tummy which caused me to squeal in a fit of giggles.

"Hee hee, okay Mommy. G'night!" I shouted. Her ebony black hair was neatly in a small pony tail because of her short hair. She chuckled lightly, kissing my forehead tenderly.

"Goodnight, Asuna. Sweet dreams." she said gently as she got up and turned off my lamp as she quietly walked through the dark room and opened my door as she walked out with a small smile that played at her lips. Her beautiful pink colored lips were so pretty, unlike my dull peach colored ones. I admired her strange beauty with her sapphire colored eyes with a brightness in them that proved her confident and strong. I always loved that about her.

She closed the door behind her, leaving me in pitch blackness. I didn't want to be scared. Mommy said they were gone. . .

My door opened slightly, revealing my younger sister, Kana. I sat up quickly in my bed full of concern.

"What is it, Onee-chan?" I asked. She ran over to me.

"Asu-chan, I-I'm scared. . . I thought I heard something outside, but I-I couldn't find it. Can I sleep with you, tonight?" she asked. Kana was five at that time, and I was only seven. I gave her a closed eye smile.

"Sure, Kana-chan!" I giggled, pulling her up in the bed with me. She had her green frog with her in her hand as she wrapped it around me, like she was protecting me.

"Love you, Asu-chan," she whispered, becoming sleepy.

"Love you too, Kana-chan!" I whispered, snuggling deeper into her. With that we both fell asleep. . .

I was sitting inside the garden maze, deep within, and I was pretty sure I was lost. I was curled up into a ball with tears streaming down my face. I missed them so much. . .

My very own family. . . dead.

I had to exile so no one could find me. It was years ago when it happened. This stupid, pink school was bringing back those memories. I hated it!!

Maybe it's a dream; maybe nothing else is real . . .

If I make another move they'll be no turning back

Because everything will change, and it will all fade to black . . .

What is happening to me? Why am I just crying here to nothingness when I could just run away? Oh right, I'm lost. . .

Still, everything just disappeared when I've could've done something this entire time throughout my life, and yet, everything could change either way. It is how it is, and nothing could change my past. I practically groaned out loud with all this pain I was feeling though my head.

My life was nothing but darkness. If I would just say a stupid word, my life probably would be better. Becoming social? I wouldn't think that could happen. All this emotion in my head seemed to be making it worse. I can't do anything!! I'm pathetic, I'm useless, and I'm slowly dying because of myself. How could anyone forgive me for what I have done? My life was a total mistake!