You entered the house and were greeted by your mother who was with a psychiatrist much to your annoyance.
You rolled your eyes as you walked up to her "Mom I told you I'm fine"
"No you're not you daily wake up at night screaming your lungs out and you expect me to believe you are fine?"
Your mother did have a point, but a point for a person who didn't believe in ghosts. So you just sat on a chair in front of the doctor and motioned him to start and he nodded.
"I'm Hiwitori, it's a pleasure to meet you before we start I must ask you how are you feeling right now?" he says taking a notepad and a pen to scribble down anything you might say
"I feel a bit down because of the events that happened today" you say looking anywhere but him and recalling some stuff
"You mean the paranormal activities that have been happening with you?"
"Yes that and some school stuff." You say getting bored everyone was same nothing was simply going to change by telling the doctor you're damned problems
"I see what do you feel around you right now?"
"Like someone is constantly staring at me and it gives me shivers to know they'll hurt me if they want to"
"How many these things do you see?"
"Just one a man dressed in black. I mean like wearing a black cloak. Other stuff is just darkness and uneasiness surrounding me"
"For how long have you been feeling this?"
"From childhood I tried to tell people about it but they won't hear me out and shove me off. I'm assuming you won't believe me either?" you raise a questioning eyebrow
"Well it's not like that I don't believe you" the doctor wasn't expecting your sudden question so he was taken back a little.
"Your hesitant a little you don't believe me you're just doing your job and that's my cue that I am not going to get cured ever" you say with a hint of sadness hidden inside your words you get up and walk away leaving the doctor and your mom gaping at you.
"Wait (Name)! where are you going?" your mom asks looking at you
You growl under your breath and look at her with a straight face "Away from you people I'm sick of you treating me like this pft! I never should have been born in the first place"
"(Name) I told you not to say stuff like that" you mom says in pain
"Sorry mom I forgot that being haunted by ghosts and not being able to share the pain of living was better than dying." You turn to the door to leave "I'll be back" you say and leave
You walk out the house not anywhere particular to go you just roam about until you reach a park. You look around to see no one there just the lush green grass moving about and the tall firm trees leaning here and there about. It was a little windy weather. The scene just made you smile sadly.
'When would all this end and when would I be able to find peace' you thought aloud
"End what?" you hear a familiar voice you turn around to see Yuma giving you a confused expression
"Nothing I was just thinking aloud" you say and turn back to your gazing
"In school today I heard that a sound system caused the glasses to break and cause that accident" he says looking at your back
"Of course they would find a rational explanation" you laugh wearily
"I wanted to check out if you were fine" he says trying to converse
"I'm fine..." you trail off as your hair flowed in the direction of the wind "Is that all?"
Yuma thinks for while and opens his mouth "I thought we could hang out today maybe it would lighten some load you seem depressed about something"
You turn to him and look him in the eyes "It won't help, it'll only get it worse but it's kind of weird for you to be showing kindness usually you are all flirty with girls"
Yuma laughs a bit "Come on we are friends aren't we?"
"You expect me to be friends with you when you're hitting on me whenever you get the chance" you say raising an eyebrow at him
"You know it's not like that. I know there are rumors about me being that way but I have changed" Yuma frowned
"You don't say. People can also change back too you know?" you say looking at your side
"My past it really sucked and I regret being that way and I swear I'm not going to be that way again" Yuma says his hands turning into knuckles
"Did life ever hurt you that much that you just wanted to die?" you say sadness and pain filled in your eyes
"What made you say that?" he says confused again you were quite hard to get
"Mine just happened to be the time" you say looking down as you hear a muffled voice in your head
'(Name) your being ungrateful again...' your eyes shot wide open as turn around to see a man dressed in black approaching you a gasp escaped you lips
'Why do you do this! You ungrateful child!' the voice was furious raging you took a step back you were horrified
"(Name) what's wrong you are trembling" you heard Yuma's voice but you were too scared to answer
'For this I'll have to punish you!'
'Punish You!!!'
'PUNISH YOU!!!'
You held you head as the voices screamed at you tears flowed down you cheeks as your knees gave way and you fell to the ground. You looked at your trembling hands as they started bleeding "No! Stop it!" you screamed in agony the pain was gripping. Yuma crouched next to you as his eyes widened
"(Name) your hands! They are bleeding" he said looking at them
You bit your lip as you held them close to you, you wanted to pass out. Just pass out already and the pain will go away but that wasn't going to happen. Your breathing was coming in gasps as you winced in pain.
Yuma quickly gets some cloth and rips it into two. "(Name) show me your hand" and without your permission granted he takes your hands in his and starts covering the wound with the cloth. He does it for both of your hands. When he is done he looks at you who is looking at her hands.
"What did you do and how did you hurt yourself in a matter of second?" Yuma asked looking at you with a worried expression
"I don't know..." you say as you get up from the ground "Yuma do me a favor?"
"Yes?" he looks at you with a questioning eyebrow
You look down for awhile and then look back at him "Leave me alone. I'm asking you again and again that please don't come near me I'm a monster and I might hurt you in the process" you turn to leave when Yuma grabs your hand you look behind to see Yuma with a sad face "You are not a monster...don't say stuff like that about yourself"
"Then what am I huh? I am just a worthless being I don't deserve to live. I didn't want this. I wanted to be normal like everyone else and enjoy my youth but no I had to be haunted by those damned ghosts!" you wipe the tears that came out of your eyes. "But I know I will always be alone nobody is going to believe my crap! They'll all just ditch me and go away..."
Yuma pulls you towards him and hugs you. Your eyes widen a bit but then you close them "What are you doing...?" you whisper out to him
"You needed it your still in shock of what happened and lets get you to a pharmacy first and then we'll talk about the rest" Yuma said still hugging you.
It felt safe in his arms he was warm and soft and so welcoming. You wanted to stay there forever as if it was the safest place in the universe. You shook your head at the stupid thought as you got away from Yuma.
He took you to some clinic to get your hands bandaged and provided treatment.
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Vy2 Yuma x reader "Fears Revealed"
FanfictionYou are a girl irritated by her past. Tortured by beings that belong to the other world. Even now when you got older the ghosts haunted you, you told your family but they didn't believe you or in ghosts. Your life was a mess. You went to a high scho...
