Yandere High (Taurtis X Reader)

I Wish....

"WHAT DO YOU THINK YOU WERE DOING?!" J yelled at me as he burst open the door and threw me inside. "i dunno, the Sake was talkin.... and thinkin." i shrugged my shoulders. i went and sat down on the couch as i heard a small thud sound coming from the hallway. i looked back to see a very..... tired... Marcie struggling to keep balance as she trie to put on her shoes and walk at the same time. "uh... hey...?" i waved at her, obviously noticing that she a J had done thing last night. bad things. but hey, i cant judge them. that would make me a hypocrite.... but not a proud one.  "h-hey! i-uh didnt think you would be here this early..." "neither did i." i whispered as she ran up to J and gave him a small peck on the cheek. "i-uh..." was all i could get out before J kissed her back, not letting go of eye contact with me. as she walked out the door i threw my hands in the air and said, "Is there somethin im missin here?! or am i just going insane?" ignoring what i had said, J walked over and took a seat on the couch infront of me. "i know what you did last night, and im not gonna let it slide! your too young to do that stuff!" he began to yell at me. "OH REALLY?! then just what were you and Marcie doing last night, huh?! cause you sure as hell werent just sleeping!!" I yelled, standing from my seat. "Dont you talk to me like that! im older, remember!" "BY 10.FUCKING.MONTHS!" i screamed as i ran up to my room and slammed the door. why is he so mad?! its not fair! im almost an adult! we were just being stupid! atleast i had a reason to why i did it! he doesnt though! he didnt drink till he couldnt see! ugh! i herd a knock on my door. "alyssa... im sorry... can i come in...?" i heard J ask from outside. "no." i turned my back from the door, knowing he didnt see it but i didnt care. "please...i didnt mean to make you mad..." "well you did! now go away!" i yelled as i plopped onto my bed. "okay, but alyssa?" "what?!" "i love you." i could hear his footsteps walk away into silence. odd. it was odd to hear an 'i love you' from your siblings. a brother of all people. J of all people. i glanced to the side of the bed and saw an old family photo. one of me and J when we were younger,before all the chaos. i smiled. J had his arm around me and was showing a big toothy grin while i was shy looking and had my hair in my face. that never really changed. without knowing or control over, tears began to stream down my cheeks. 'i cry to much' i thought as the tears began to stream quicker. i wish we could be little again. back to when everything was happy. no drama, no chaos, and no worries. back to when everything was happy, when everything was oblivious. 

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SO SORRY! i hadnt updated in awhile cuz of school and crap, but then i made the chapter short because im like.... REALLY tired and junk, but i really am sorry! and the next chapter im going to make atleast 1,000 words to celebrate 1.2K VIEWS!!!!! YAY! IM SO HAPPY I COULD SCREAM! but i wont cuz, you know, that would be wierd....) THANK YOU SO MUCH!