Im Fine (A Samgladiator Fanfic)

Broken Promises

,2 weeks later,

Sam's POV

i've told Taurtis of every beating i could but they're still happening we've even tryed talking to Dom but no luck. today was the worst of all i felt like my spine had snapped in two from being thrown against the wall reapetedly. i went upstairs to go to the bethroom and i looked in the mirror, pristine white bunny ears now a muddy brown from being thrown in the mud, a burst lip (i burst my lip once, it was not fun), a little blood from my mouth, a black eye. why me? ''Because you're worthless'' who said that!? i looked around but no one was there i looked at the rim of the sink and saw a razor blade ''do it Sam, what've you got to lose?'' i picked up the razor blade and pressed it in my arm my flesh opened and i siletly screamed while it did i slid the blade away from the cut. what did i just do?! that was so stupid of me. then again.... i feel better know. i heard Taurtis open the front door ''Sam! im home!'' sugar i threw on a jacket and went downstairs ''Hey Taurtis!'' i smiled at him i was limping down the stairs ''Sam i was thinking..... we should really tell Okami about this before it gets worse'' ''i know we should its just.....we'll tell her on monday okay?'' ''fine i would do it sooner rather than later but i guess late is better than never''

,le time skip monday 7:30,

i've been cutting this past weekend my arms were full of scars i know i was being stupid but it helped me release my anger and pain. me and Taurtis got dressed and headed out the door. we met up with our friends J and Grian, J and Grian were messing about while me and Taurtis held hands, im so glad he can't see my arms, if he did he'd be so ashamed of me. just then J playfully grabbed my shoulders and he pulled off my jacket reaveling all the scars when i turned around and saw him i knew a smile had just wiped from his face ''Sam... what are they?'' i grabbed my jacket off J ''nothing'' i said harshly i put my jacket back on and continued walking to school

,at class,

i hadn't spoken to J, Grian or Taurtis after what happened. before class started Taurtis went up and said something to Okami while he was talking to her she looked at me with eyes of worry i crossed my arms and lent back in my chair and avoided eye contact with everyone. ugh i hate life 

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ok before i go i just want to say i am not saying you should cut i've even made Sam say that its stupid because it really is and it's never the anwser. i've even made 2 positive quotes that i live by and i think other people should know them. and if you're reading this, i may not know you personly but i care about you :)

''If you stay positive, you could be a ray of sunshine on someone elses cloudy day'' and

''you've got to go through a storm to see a rainbow''

Peace out and keep shipping! <3 :3