Chapter 1

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Kameron pov

"Please stop" I cry
"Shut the fuck up bitch" Nash spits at me while the others beat me. I do as I'm told and cry to myself as I just lay here helpless.

"Next time don't fucking run" Nash says. I nodd.
"Fucking ugly fat slut" they say and all punch me
"Come here tonight I think I wanna beat you again" Cameron laughs the other agree
"Got it" he spits at me
"Y-yes" I say
"'Y-yes'" Cameron says mocking me
"Alright let's go" nash says they all walk away and just leave me here.

About 20 minutes later

I sat there thinking 'why don't i just kill myself' 'no that will give them satisfaction'

I sigh and get up I gather my stuff and walk out of the ally.

I start to make my way (downtown) home as soon as I walk in the door I throw my stuff on the floor and go up to my room avoiding my parents rude comments. Oh yeah I get beat at home too.... My dad is an alcoholic.

DAMN I FUCKING LOVE MY LIFE.

I get into my room and run a bath so that it calms me down a little. I put in my Warm vanilla bubble bath bubbles and leave my bathroom to get some PJs.

By the time I get out of the bath it's 6:32pm. You guys know what this means....... My beating. 2nd beating today. I sigh and put on some ugly jeans and a really lose T-shirt. I slip on my vans and walk to 'the ally' where I always get my beatings from the guys.

I wait for about 10 minutes then here voices. I tense up as I see Cameron walk around the corner with the boys following.

"Well hi big piggy" Cameron says I just glare at him
"Hold her" He demands Matthew and carter run up to me and slam me against the wall hurting my head.
"Little worthless bitch" Cameron says punching and kicking me soon the rest join in with the beating. Carter whispers in my ear hurt full stuff like slut, worth less bitch, whore, fat, ugly, big piggy, skank..... And much more.

Kicking punching beating.

Then they stop. Matthew and Carter drop me to the ground knocking the wind out of me. I sit there gasping for air as they just walk away. I look for my glasses and find that they are not cracked. I put them back on and take the long way home since I know 'they' will be walking the short way. 'They' don't know where I live but they only live 2 neighborhoods across from mine. Cameron and I used to be best friends.... Actually we all used to be best friends. We would all have sleep overs and play dates at Taylor's house since his was the biggest. Soon when we where all 11 some 12 Taylors parents died. For about 4 years Taylors mades took care of him, tell the boys moved in he kick out his mades and made them go somewhere I don't even know. 2 of his mades would live in a little motel downtown but I invited them to live at my house tell they got back on there feet. My parents where never home, so they where like my siblings that I wish I had. They both moved out and bought a house in I believe Texas. we still keep in contact. In 8th grade Cameron asked me out, but me being myself I liked Taylor and didn't want to ruin Cameron and Is friendship. Cameron got really mad........
•••flashback•••
"Hey shorty" cam says to me
"Hey babe" I say and giggle
"So I was wondering if you would go on a date with me like um with out the boys" he says
"Cam I can't" I say looking down
"What why" he ask
" I like Taylor you know that and I don't want to ruin our friendship" I say "you little slut" he mudders under his breath
"Cameron" I say and try to hug him but in stead he pushes me back
"Get away for me you ugly piece shit" he says. His words shoot me like a gun in the heart.......
The next day
"Aww look at the little ugly piggy" cameron says as is all into school as the rest of his boys laugh
"What" I ask confused
"Ha you think I would ever like you no one will ever love you your a slut who wants to date a slut" Taylor says I feel a tear run down my face
"Aw is the little piggy crying... Maybe this will help" Nash says and slaps me I run away from school and things where never the same after that.....
•••flashback over•••

I got up and started walking home. Little do the boys know I suffer threw depression. My mom left and my dad also beats me cause I'm not the perfect pretty skinny confident popular daughter he wanted.

I get in my house and see my dad passed out on the couch with a bottle of Absolut Vodka on the floor next to him along with his ash tray and weed. I sigh and go upstairs to me room. 'Im done with life' I say to myself and shut and lock the door to my room. I go to my bathroom locking the door behind me and look in the mirror. I open my mirror and grab my little medicine bottle. I unscrew the top and dump my blades onto my table. I take my biggest blade and start to cut......

1. 2. 3. 4. 5. 6. 7. 8. 9. 10. 11. 12. 13.

I start feeling dizzy but keep going.

14. 15. 16. 17.

I pass out.... Or at least die.

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