I wiped the sweat off of my warm forehead after dropping the last of the boxes in my apartment from my bright red, strawberry mini-van. For I was moving in a small apartment with tan painted walls and wooden floorboards accompanied by a small restroom. The restroom had red tiles and a bathtub with dust along the water spout as if it wasn't used in a long period of time.
I love the apartment, but I also love the fact that I get to leave my parents' home and get to live alone without no bothersome noises. I am not completely alone though; I have my male, skinny tabby cat named Furlow, but he is a very calm cat which I doubt will scream at me like my alcoholic father would.
I walked over to the cramped bathroom and splashed myself with cold refreshing water. Then I looked at myself through the mirror and hated how pathetic I looked.
"I am ashamed of how fragile this body is and how weak it could get." I thought to myself.
Yes, I am a disgusting creature, both body and personality. I have the ugliest hair, no matter how many times I cut it and dyed it. I dyed my hair twenty times and now have it red along with long silky hair. I hate my green eyes and I do believe they make me look like some disgusting freak, even though I am one. My personality is ruined due to my low self of steam and I treat every single person I meet like shit. My body is always cold just like the way i act to people and my body is too pale.
I look like a vampire from one of those cheap movies that all the stupid love-strucked girls squeal over and enjoy. I am definetley not like those girls. I hate romantic movies and the fact that they think the movie is "cute". They are all actors and they probably have no love affection over one another, and they could even hate eachother. You never know.
I hate romance movies, and pretty much hate movies in general. I only enjoy reading horror books. They please me and I am always interested on how they describe the deadly or horrid scenes that are supposed to take place.
I am so different from people and nobody can understand the way I believe and see things. Normal people would think of me as a disgrace to the human nature, and I think of myself like that too. I am all so abnormal.
I need to finish all of this unpacking and get myself settled in this home by today. I don't want to work all week so I have to finish by tonight.
