After school I rush to the river. Maybe I should drown myself. I thought, But then how am I going to write my note to my family and Steven? Maybe I'll just take pills, I sigh and walk home.
Right when I start to walk home I hear someone call my name. "Acacia! Wait up!" I turn around to see Lindsay running towards me. "Oh hey Lindsay" "Hey. What are you doing here? Your house is like 3 blocks away from here" "Yeah I was uhm... taking a... walk."
Lindsay looked at me weirdly and then realised what I was trying to do. "Acacia don't you dare." "Its not like you care" I run off and stop at the nearest bus stop. I don't know what I'm going to do, she's going to call Peyton or Keegan for sure.
I had to get out of this hell. There's no way that I'm going to stay. No one can stop me. I grab out my phone and text my parents, brothers, lindsay, steven and the rest of my friends saying goodbye. I'm done with all the hate on my twitter, tumblr, youtube and instagram. I'm tired of everyone at my school giving me death stares.
But overall, I'm just tired.
How can I live knowing that people want me dead? How can I live knowing that people send me death threats on a day to day basis?
What if Steven finds out about tihs. What if after all of this Steven wouldn't even miss me. What if no one would miss me.
I take a deep breath. This is it. My time has come. I hope God will treat me well in his hands.
Heaven has gained an angel.
- LINDSAYS POV -
Oh my god. Is she really going to do it? Who should I call? Who CAN I call? I don't have her parents number. I only have Stevens.
STEVEN! He's perfect for this.
I grab out my phone and dial his number.
One ring.
Twp rings.
Three rings.
Voicemail.
Ugh. Why isn't he answering. I don't have anyone else to call. Everyone that I have on my phone hates Acacia. I feel so useless right now.
I start taking deep breaths while looking for Acacia. I see her at the bus stop texting.
I give a sigh of relief. If she's texting that means she's okay, right? She seems fine. She doesn't look like she's crying...
I recieve a text.
I read it and gasped. It was a text saying goodbye. She was going to commit right there. I look up and see her walking into the open road.
"ACACIA! STOP!" I shout. She turns around with her mascara running down her face. I look right and see a car coming. I run after her and knock her out of the way.
Thats when I heard a big THUMP.
And then the world went black.
