Along The Side Walk

Journal Entry 1

January 18th 2016 2:28 am

Ok. So, hi, so as you can see, this is a dailly journal (depends on how committed I am with this) that I'm going to be expressing my thoughts into. So I just thought I should introduce my self first.

To an inanimate object (sorry, I just find this somewhat pathetic on some degree, I just don't get how people are ok with living knowing they keep pouring out all their secrets into an insignificant little notebook and treat it like it's their baby)

Back to the story, ok, so my name is Audrey. And as you can tell, I'm quite you average awkward girl BUT WAIT!!!! There's more to who I am and that is ............... I'm sorry, I'm just trying to spice things up and make this less awkward but no point lying to a notebook, am I right? And the fact that this just made things more awkward than it already is makes it.............. I don't know, it makes me....extra....awkward? That's different from the rest, I guess that counts. Anyways, I'm 14 and on the verge of turning 15, my birthday's on January 29th 2001. Making me an Aquarius, yeah~~~~~~

I have nothing to say really, people often acknowledge Aquarius people to turn to be extra witty and clever but, I guess I don't like to express that side often but here's a joke I came up with:

You know once Donald Trump officially becomes president, I bet the first thing he's gonna do is order banners and flyers handed out across the globe saying that he has a good relationship with the 'blacks'.

And yeah that was the joke. Cool cool I guess. I like alternative music, any's ok since I've listened to numerous genres before, some being pop, classic, jazz, soul, r&b, k-pop, ballad, rock, punk rock (?) anyways, I'm a big fan of Panic! At the Dicso, I just find their music aspiring and something you can enjoy no matter what's happening around you. I have a really big spot for music in my heart and mind, since I pretty much listen to it whenever I'm free, instead of reading or going on my phone, I'd like to just sit and listen to music, staring into space, contemplating life and thinking about our limitations in society and human life and how social anarchy has bestowed itself to society's number one priority, about how one day our knowledge at the level sub atomic will elevate itself to atomic. You know, stuff like that. I'm just kidding, I'm a pretty self centered homosapien so you can believe in none of the bullshit I just told you. But yeah I just stare into the distance and think whatever the music leads me too, whether it's an elaborate dance choreography or just a pretend music video playing in my mind. I'll still follow the music to wherever it leads me. I've pretty much given up on the idea that my high school love life will blossom ever. I find dedicating your feelings, time, efforts into another homosapien for romantic purposes to be pretty exhausting since you already have to balance all of it out between family friends and yourself. So no, as much as I know you want me, we can never be together because I don't want to have mini baby notebooks with you. I'm sorry.

My personality comes off as timid and dry, sometimes cynical, somewhat skeptical, but I really treasure those who are close to me. It's also important for you to know that I'm not your basic bitch, ever. I'd rather listen to Gordon Ramsay curse at me for being and idiot samwhich then having hear any slight basic comments such as 'I literally can't even. Yas girl. I literally died. Bae. Starbucks is love.' From my friends because every time that happens, I question what has really become of society. I know that I've spent a fair amount of time staying up late at night to be writing this but it's the only time my creativity is at its best.

So that's all for me, again, my name is Audrey and see you tomorrow for another journal entry (that is if I remember to do so)

Keep dreaming, delusional world.
Audrey

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AN: Ok so, hi, it's your beloved author from the storm of a journal entry just now. Yes this is the mind behind Audrey, your main character and chronically the character these journal entries will be about. I just wanted to say, it's my first time publishing something, it's always been me couped up in a blanket reading fanfictions and stories but I'm the one writing them now. Yay! Since it is my first time, I don't expect anything much of this except maybe a good platform for when I can truly improve my skills in writing. I find Audrey to be pretty much me, except she's an Aquarius and I'm a Libra. So basically this whole story was somewhat of an excuse to scribble my feelings into an ebook for the whole world to see. Yeah. Pretty much. If you guys liked this first entry then feel free to let me know by liking it or comment down what you think of it so far. I'll make sure to upload one daily. And that's all see you guys in the next entry!!!!!