Please Stay Forever With Me *KELLIC*

chapter 11

A/N - made this chapter extra long because i haven't updated in awhile. (:

Kellin's POV:

*NEXT DAY*

At the hospital I ask to see Vic and I am directed to a different room from the last time. I came here, the doors locked and slammed shut behind me. I noticed this one seemed bigger with a bed, and a bathroom but I saw no sight of Vic.

"Hello?! Vic. Its me Kellin from the other day.
Remember..?  You wanted me to come back and see you?" I saw him slowly walk out the bathroom

"Oh... yeah hi" He smiled but it didn't last long. I can tell something's wrong, but I didn't ask. "I thought you were one of those therapists coming to try to talk some sense into me so I hid"

"Well I'm not haha" In my head I thought about the kiss from yesterday and how he said he remembered my lips, but how? Should I just go ahead and kiss him again or would that be too much for the condition he's currently in?

"how are you doing?" he asked, i didn't have the correct answer for that so i faked a smile and said "i'm fine" i really don't know how i'm feeling, it's been awhile since i've actually smiled. lost both of my parents, attempted to kill myself with the boy across from me.

the boy who was inlove with me, Vic Fuentes. he looks like a complete mess and i bet i do too.

"that's really good" he said but the conversation died down, what was there to say? i had a lot of stuff to say but i wasn't sure if it was the right thing to do yet.

"look i'm sorry that i don't hardly remember you, my nurse told me that i hit my head very hard on a rock when i jumped off the bridge and it caused me to have memory loss for a while." Vic spoke breaking the silence between us.

"it's alright, at least you remember my lips though that's something. I also hope that you find a way to get yourself out of this hell hole." I said walking towards his bed to sit on it with him.

"why do you even have your own bathroom?" i said out of no where.

"It has no door, or any type of things that i can hurt myself with .. everything in this room is completely safe so i won't hurt myself. they gave me my own room because i was being stubborn to the other patients in here." he spoke with a little grin.

"Get yourself out of here, you don't belong in this place i'm serious." i said with a little hurt in my voice, he's too good of a person to be stuck in here.

"i'm trying my best it's just scary to talk to people i hardly know about my problems.. and by the way what happened to your arm?" He asked

"oh this cast? it's from when we were both being selfish and it's gonna be taken off in about two weeks" i said

"that isn't fair, why aren't you in the mental hospital with me? you did the same thing i did. we both jumped off that bridge together!" he yelled at me, i didn't know what to say, i was in complete shock because he never yelled at me like this before

"i-i don't know Vic, my aunt didn't think i would do good in here, she keeps her eye on me 24/7 and talks to me every time i go home. she has her boys to keep me company.. i'm so sorry Vic.." i felt so fucking bad..

"Just leave Kellin, leave me alone! you made me jump off that bridge with you! you should be suffering in here with me!" he yelled some more and he came up to me and he throw his fists in my face

and i found temporary peace, i was knocked out.

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*Couple hours later*

i woke up seeing nothing but white, i let my eyes adjust to the bright lights above me, i looked around seeing i was on a hospital bed

"kellin! you're awake!" It was my aunty.

"What the hell happened this time?" i asked a little angry.

"you were knocked out by that crazy guy and your cast shattered when you hit the floor, so they had to redo your coating on your cast and give you pain killers for your eye/head" she spoke.

i thought i was done being abused, but i guess it always going to happen to me.

"Vic is not a crazy person, he was yelling at me things got out of control but i still love him, nothing will change that"

my aunt just looked at me with a sad look, probably thinking that my life is always gonna be a huge mess and nothing will ever work out for me.

i just needed some sleep, hopefully i can go home soon so i can lay on my comfortable bed with no worries

*VICS P.O.V* :

i don't know why i was so angry at Kellin, he did nothing wrong but i had to pay for what i did and i was put in lock down mode.

this place was scary, there's much people down here crying and screaming. i really don't belong in here. i just sat down in the corner closing my eyes and let out all of tears.

i blamed him for putting me in here, but it wasn't even his fault i didn't hear the full story which i need to hear, it sucks not remembering things

i really hope that things DO get better for me, right now was the complete opposite i attacked Kellin and his cast shattered right in front of me

that wasn't a good sight to see at all, i don't know why i did that to him i felt so fucking terrible about that, i wish he knew how sorry i am. i hate myself right now for hurting him like that.

i sobbed till i put myself to sleep