Please Stay Forever With Me *KELLIC*

Chapter 6

*Kellin's P.O.V*

my dad has passed away, I'm sad as fuck! what am I going to do now, maybe I'll just kill myself too, since I'm parentless, and probably no one gives a fuck about me, because I'm just a useless piece of shit that no one likes, "where the fuck are the pills?" i muttered to myelf, as I go over to the bathroom to look for them, checked inside the mirror. nothing! shit I think there's some in my dad's room, hopefully, if not I'll just hang myself. better than staying in this bullshit place. as I was walking over to my dad's room my phone rang. so I go over to pick it up.

"Hello?". I said trying to sound like everything was okay.

"Kellin? it's Vic.. can I come over?" It's vic.. oh my gosh why does he always do this to me? always comes at the worst times.

"w-why?"

"Kellin please..." he said, he sounded like he was crying. damn.. I've got to let him come here..I could use a friend right now

"C-come over then"

"thanks..." he sniffed & hung up..

when we were off the phone I did some

cleaning, honestly this house is a mess. my life is a mess everything is a mess.

after I was done with the cleaning, I heard a knock at the door, okay Vic's here.. so I went answer it.

"Come On in Vic, you look like you've been crying" I said, he just grabbed me and hugs me crying in my arms. awe this felt nice.. I wonder why he's crying.. this is making me really sad now..

"what's wrong vic?" I put my hands on his face. "let's go sit on the couch.. you look like a mess.. tell me everything, I'll let you my shoulder to cry on." I said, so he walked over the couch as I shut the door. then I went sit by him.

"what's wrong?"I asked..

"Kellin.. I don't know if I can live this life a-anymore... my parents keep on arguing! my dad always hits my Fucking mom! he even hits my brother Mike. that is why Mikes hardly home! I always have to be there beating up my dad every time he touches my m-mom .. I hate seeing my mother suffer l-like this.. Kellin..."

he said sobbing.. I just hugged him.. I know what he's going through, I've been through that.

10 minutes went by and he's still crying on my shoulder.

"Vic, everything's going to be okay.. I swear to god, your dad will move out soon, your mother won't have to deal with his fucking bullshit anymore. look at me I lost my mother & father. I'm trying my best to stay strong but it does get hard." I felt tears coming down my cheek fuck! that didn't help at all. we just sat there crying our eyes out. till

he said

"Kellin? kiss me.."

"w-what??"

"kiss me.. then afterwards we can kill ourselves together."

was he being serious?? I did it anyways, I felt some kind've connection with him, so I leant in and kissed him,

"Let's kill ourselves then" I whispered..

we both got up, left the house went walking down an ally to find a bridge. can't believe were going to kill ourselves this is so selfish! but at the end of it all I did want to die, I am tired of living.

we finally found a bridge there was cars passing by. they didn't notice us at all. we were standing on the edge of the bridge holding hands.

"I love you..vic.. even if I hardly known you that much.. let's do this.." I told him, then we both jumped..