Please Stay Forever With Me *KELLIC*

Chapter Two

Chapter two.

I go crazy when I'm around him, I try not to show it though, I keep my self calm around him. I don't want to freak him out by how crazy I am around him. Gosh I better sleep it's getting late.

*KELLINS POV*

My mind was a little shocked.. My dad having cancer? This can't be real oh my gosh. I'm gonna grab my blade out I was 8months clean but I felt like I needed the pain right now. When I pushed the blade through my skin it felt good. I'm so glad I'm not a druggy, In fact I hate drugs I fucking hate them! At the moment I felt like no body cared about me so I kept on cutting till I fell down on the floor. There was blood everywhere but I could careless right now. My heart is broken I still haven't called Taylor I just couldn't bare talking to anyone right now. I just needed to sleep.

The next morning I woke up in a puddle of blood everywhere I almost puked but I didn't, I got up it was 9:30am shit school! Oh well I don't care right now. Clean up and head to the hospital I guess. I mopped up the mess took a nice shower, ate & brushed made sure I took my phone I finally gave Vic a text.

- Hey Vic sorry I couldn't go to school today. Woke up late. - Kellin

- it's alright kells I didn't go either,. - Vic.

I needed a friend right now so I asked him to come over and see me. Which was weird he said yes right away. He came I quickly put on my jacket so he won't notice my scars. I heard a knock at the door I got up from the couch. To open it " hey Vic come in" I said. So Vic came in " nice home where's your parents?" He said. I got shaky, " my mother died a couple years back and my fathers in the hospital" I said my voice became cracky and my mood changed to sad I felt my tears forming in my eyes once again. Great he's gonna see me cry. "Oh my gosh kells I'm sorry, here let me hug you everything will be alright. Kells I'll be right here if you need me" he said. He gave me a hug to be honest I needed this comfort. It felt nice. "Thanks for the hug this is great" I said giving him a fake smile. "feels good to hug you." He said. And slightly pressed his lips against mine and I found my self kissing back. Till

I stopped "we should be getting to the hospital now." That was awkward I'm straight I ain't gay. But it felt good to kiss him. No Kellin stop your straight and you like Taylor remember " let's go then" he said Smiling. Interrupting my thoughts "okay then let's go." I said smiling a real smile this time.

*VIC'S POV*

That kiss was magical I felt fireworks it felt so right. And he kissed me back which was amazing till he stopped. My day just a lot better I knew Kellin was the one for me I just couldn't stop smiling. The car was silent till I said "so Kellin.. Sorry for the kiss" I sure I hope I didn't scare him! "No it's alright I liked it." He said that sentence made me smile a lot more "you did?" I asked I was a bit surprised, I was happy that he liked it I was hoping he did, "well were here let's go see my dad." He said his voice changed to sad. Weird how I noticed right away, as soon as he was about to leave the car I grabbed his wrist "hey everything will be okay I swear I'll be with you." I said then he suddenly pulled his arm away fast
" I don't like any one touching me like that. Don't do it again okay Vic?" He said I felt a bit embarrassed.. I got out of the car and we walked into the doors Kellin almost fell over till I caught him.

*KELLIN'S POV*

When Vic grabbed my hand like that I got a bit shaky and a bit flashbacks came into my head reminding me of the time, my dad grabbed me by my wrist and throw me against the wall. That was scary and it sucked. As we were walking into the hospital my body felt it was about to give up on me. I have no idea why I'm feeling like this. My head was pounding as if someone was hitting a hammer on it. Causing me to fall back, lucky Vic was there to Catch me. I was thankful for that. "You alright?" He asked I jumped out of my thoughts and said "yeah I'm fine" I lied. And gave him a fake smile. We finally got into the hospital room, I went in and saw my dad laying there "hey my son how are you? And happy early birthday" he said. Oh yeah shit my birthday was coming up next week. " I'm fine, and thanks dad" I said. " who's your friend Kellin?" He said with a soft voice "Vic" I said. " hi Mr.Bostwick." Vic spoke. Everything went well and then We went home.