He took my arm and looked at the cuts. I wanted to pull my arm back but he didn't want to let go. He gently moved his thumb over the scars and looked sad.
"Please don't do this again" he sighed.
"Hmm I try" I muttered.
"Wanna go now?" he asked
"Yeah, I guess." I said and with that we left the hospital.
Marcus P.O.V.
We were walking through the large hospital and I was thinking about everything that just happened. I wanted to kiss her. Am I in love? I didn't realize what I was doing until I heard the nurse coming in. Nina quickly went into the bathroom after the nurse left, certainly wanting to avoid the awkwardness between us. When she came back I saw her deep red wrists, because she took her bandages off. It hurts me so bad that she cut herself. I would do anything just to make her happy. Somehow I think that I really like her, although I just got to know her a short time ago. There's something about her that attracts me. She's not like my ex-girlfriends, who complained about everything. She was happy when I was around, although she was in pain, mentally and physically. She really tried to feel better and didn't want give up.
We said goodbye to Mr. Allington and went outside. We sat down on a bench and said nothing. After a few minutes she suddenly began to speak.
"I'm wondering where my mum is... she's 10 minutes late?"
"She'll surely be here in a bit." I reassured her and gently took her hand. She cuddled close to me and closed her eyes.
"Thank you for everything, Marcus. I don't know how I can make it up to you? You've done so much for me." she whispered desperately.
"Just don't let something like this happen again." I mumbled and kissed her on the forehead.
It's still a bit awkward between us but somehow it's exactly what I want. We could spent all day doing 'boring' stuff but with her it isn't boring anymore. Every second I spent with her was amazing and I don't want to leave her today. I'm afraid that something will happen again, although she seems happy right now. I put my arm around her and she nuzzled her head in my chest.
I unlocked my phone to see how much time it was. Nee's mum was already 30 minutes to late. See how fast time goes when I'm with her? This is crazy.
Nina's P.O.V.
It felt so good to finally have someone's shoulder to lean on. Marcus is just perfect. I was still asking myself if this was a dream, because this can't be real. I kept on thinking about earlier. Why did the stupid nurse need to come in? This is so depressing.
Marcus took out his phone beside me and I saw that already 30 minutes passed and my mum still wasn't here. He saw my disappointed expression and gave me his phone.
"Thanks" I muttered and typed the number of my mum in. A few calls later she finally answered.
"Sorry Nee, I can't pick you up. I can't leave work right now. Could this guy who was with you in the hospital drive you home? It would be very nice of him. I'll be home at six." she uttered and hung up.
I sighed and gave Marcus his phone back.
"What's wrong love?"
"My mum can't pick me up. Something with work again." I sighed and looked down.
"Oh dear.. I could drive you home if you want? When do you have to be at home?" he spoke stroking my arm.
"If you don't mind? My mum said, she'd be home at six."
I really felt bad for him. He has done so much for me. I hope I don't prevent him from doing more important stuff than trying to make me happy. It's really not worth it.
"Sure, it's nice spending time with you! Let's go somewhere else while she's away if you want?" he smiled.
"Let's go to the local park, it's huge and very beautiful!" I said enthusiastically.
"Seems like a plan." he winked and got up.
He held his hand out for me, helping me up and leading me to his car. We strolled past the parking lot hand in hand and I started thinking again. I noticed that I haven't been been out for ages. I felt so happy that I got him. Everything seems perfect right now, although it isn't. He makes me feel so much stronger and more alive. I didn't like the thought that he was leaving me soon.
AUTHOR'S NOTE
I want to involve Alfie and his girlfriend a bit in this story. So if you want to be his girlfriend or have name suggestions then please comment, thanks xx
Yep, I know this is short. I feel so bad for not updating ugh -.- I'm working on the next chapter right now.. hopefully I won't have a writer's block or something interrupting me. There's only one exam left. Finally! I hope you still like my story and yeah.. please vote/comment if you want me to update :) Love you, bye x
PS: In case you're wondering, I changed my nickname to "xGottaGetOutx". Idk if it's already public but it'll change in the next 24 hours. :)
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