All I wanted was a cup of coffee- Alan Ashby fanfic

It's a date!

Alan's POV

"well if you count watching warm bodies with my cat busy , than yes I am." 

"God dammit Tigger you little player" I said as I pet his head. Alex giggled and picked her cat up and kissed him.

"Well since you seem to have a movie date with your cat I guess you can't come to the show with me ?"

"Hmmm I guess I can't" she said with a pretend pity voice.

"I'm kidding I can always do that another night so yeah of course I'll go to your show tomorrow!"

"Great! I'll pick you up around two but we gotta get there early. The show starts at seven and we go on second. And you can meet the rest of the band, and the boys from sleeping with sirens and bring me the horizon."

"Oh YAYYY!! I'm so excited I can't wait and maybe you can come over after and then have a movie date? 

Leda has a dinner with her family tomorrow night so she'll be home pretty late so I'll be home alone. So a movie date it is!"

"You mean she'll be out till like 2:00 or 3:00 by the time we can leave the venue? But the good thing is this is our last show on this tour so I can go wherever after. I can come though if you don't mind staying up really late."

" Well I guess not that late. but I can tell her to stay in her room, and I don't mind staying up! " she said with a smile

"It's a date!" i saod with a stupid smile on my face.

"Great! So after the show we can watch a movie and eat! and I'll change into my Pj's so don't worry about how you're dressed, you can bring sweats and a T-shirt to change into for all I care."

*buzz buzz buzz* I heard my phone vibrate and saw Austin was calling so I picked it up.

"Hey what's up?" 

"Yo Alan I need you to come help write a song for our new record because I think I'm on to something" 

"Alright I'll be there in like fifteen minutes." 

I hung up the phone and looked at Alex with a sad look.

"uh Austin needs me to go to the hotel room to help him write a song so I guess I gotta go I'm sorry see ya tomorrow" I said while engulfing her small body into a hug.

ALEX'S POV***

Alan hugged me and thanked me for like the millionth time and I walked him to the door.

Oh my gosh I can't believe this is happening he's always been my favorite member and I met two of my heroes and Austin of course is my second favorite. A broken arm and minor concussion was totally worth it and Austin is such a sweetheart. I couldn't let myself cry in front of them, but I need to tell them thanks for everything but then maybe Alan will think I only want to hang out with him because I'm a big fan of theirs. Ugh I don't know what to do. All I know is I need to tell them. The little voice in my head decided it was a perfect time to ruin my night.

"He only feels bad for you because you saved him and he needs to re pay you somehow. I mean look at you, you cow. You're ugly, you have cuts and scars, you're a fucking cow! I mean who would want do date an ugly self-harming cow? Especially Alan Ashby."

A tear fell down my face, that stupid voice was right.. maybe i should just call in sick. With those thoughts in my mind I walked to the bathroom. I recieved a text from Leda but I ignored it. I grabbed  band-aids and some toilet paper; then I took my phones case off to take off the blade that was taped to the case. I pulled my bracelets apart so there was a gap revealing my cuts, I picked up the blade form my thigh, let out a breath and dragged it across my wrist. I saw the white flesh underneath which meant it was deep enough for my approval, the beads of blood surfaced and I repeated the process four more times. I took the toilet paper and wiped off the blood, out a band-aid on each of the new cuts, then covered them back up by sliding my bracelets into place.

Once I threw everything away in my room, I taped the blade back on my case and put it back on my bare phone. With tears continuesly flowing down my face I plugged my phone in its charger and played "August" by Abandon All Ships. I collapsed on top of my bed, whiped a few tears and fell asleep to the music playing.

LEDA'S POV***

I walked inside the apartment and called Alex's name but there was no reply. I was a bit worried because she didn't answer my text and didn't reply to me calling her name. I walked to her room and  I heard her fan on so I was a bit relieved. When I opened the door  a little i saw the outline of her body so I was completley relieved. It was pretty late so I took my make up off, changed in to shorts and a t-shirt then went to bed.

~ The next morning~

**COME ON BABY KEEP IT DOWN HONEY HUSH YOUR LIPS** I awoke half scared to death to my phone ringing, looked at the caller ID then at the time. 

HOLY SHIT  

"Hello" 

"Hey Alex I'll be there in like half an hour." 

Shit! 

"Okay I'll be ready"

"Great I'll see you later bye"

"Bye" 

I hung up and rushed to the bathroom thank God my hair is clean so I didn't have to wash it when i showered. I brushed my teeth in the shower got out did my hair, makeup, and changed.

~30 minutes later~

I heard a knock on my door. Perfect timing.