A Thugs Love Song

Chapter 8- No Turning Back

I'll be doing a chapter a day,I would really love if you guys gave me feedback and let me know what you think.. Sorry for any mistakes.

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*Nique's POV*

"Yes m'am babies, congratulations you're having twins.

I looked at this lady like she was crazy as hell, Twins?!?! I still had a semester left of school to worry about. Not one baby but two ? Lord have mercy, I looked over at Alex who was staring at me with her mouth wide open, she looked at the screen with the sonogram on it and back at me and smiled. The doctor turned off the monitor

"Well you're all set, I'll print out 5 copies for you. I'll see you in 3 weeks?"

"Yes m'am"

I wiped the jelly off my stomach and got up, reaching for Alex's hand she grabbed it and we left. When we got to the car I threw my head back against the head rest

"Twins?" Lol

Alex didn't say anything but she was all smiles, I guess she was happy. The idea of having a baby was all fun and dandy but the way it happened is gonna destroy me. How will I be able to look at my babies without feeling so much anger and hatred? I don't know how I'll do it but I know I'll get through it, I hope Brod got whatever came for him. I feel horrible, I don't think Alex knows what happened to her mom. I hope she doesn't ask me about her I don't want to be the one to tell her.

"Bae, what's wrong? What you thinking about ?"

I turned and looked at her getting teary eyed.

"How I'm gonna look at my kids knowing they're the result of something so horrible, but a blessing at the same time"

She gripped the steering wheel and clenched her jaw "Baby we'll be okay, you'll be a great mom just chill. You don't need to be stressing that's not good"

I nodded and let the seat back, I started school next week and I wasn't ready. Not one bit, the good thing is it's the last semester. I just hope none of these thirsty ass broads try me or my baby.

*Alex's POV*

I can't believe Nique is having twins, it may seem kinda fucked up but I'm excited. We were sitting in the car and Nique was unusually quiet. She looked like she was about to cry, I asked her what was wrong and she's worried about having the babies and not being able to look at them without knowing they're the result of something so horrible. That shit just pisses me off, I hate Brod for that shit. But I'm not gone let my baby beat herself up like that, I hate seeing her the way she is. When I get her home I'ma run her a bath and try to get her to eat, she can't afford to be stressing.

I looked over at her and she had the seat let back and she was curled up in a ball with her hands cradling her stomach sleeping That shit was enough to make me cry, she was cute but at the same time It hurt to see her like that. I had to be strong for the both of us. Especially since we was getting ready to go back to school, I just know some shit was bound to happen.

I pulled up to the house and got out the car walking over to my baby's side picking her up careful not to wake her. I carried her in the house and up the stairs, put her in the bed and went into the bathroom to run her some bath water. I woke her up and undressed her carrying her to the tub, once in the water she woke up looking at me with weary eyes. I smiled and splashed water on her. She gave me a smile and layed her head back, I bathed her.

We layed in the bed together, not saying anything to eachother. After a while we both fell asleep.

*The Next Week*