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Graduation Day

Tanisha P.O.V
I woke up around 6 am in the morning getting on my knees thanking God for another unpromised day , after praying I rushed out and got in my car to go home. I wasnt going to get ready at Jamal House I wanted to do all that home. When I got home First thing I did was my hygiene taking a shower , brush my teeth and shave. It was now 7:30 and I throw on some sweats , a Tshirt with some airmaxs. I went to go pick up my dress ,Luckily I got there soon as they open I was their first customer. I previously ordered my dress , and my hair two weeks earlier from today , so I wont be unorganized. I got my dress and got in my car. Thinking to myself "Today gonna be a veryy longgg dayyy". Graduation starts at 12 but The students have to be there by 11:30. Its now 8:00 and thank God that I have a cousin that can do hair. I called my cousin Desi. Desi is my only cousin that I know of and I lovee her she keeps it real and doesnt not have any friends at all she's very antisocial and I really admire that about her because she just sticks to herself and thats honestly the best way to be. The phone was ringing and I was getting anxious because I thought she wasnt going to answer but luckly she did. "Goodmorning Nisha Im going to shower but you can come now if you ready to. "I will and thank you so much for waking up early just to do my hair". I was 10 mintues away from Desi house. When I got there the door was already open for me. Desi was already outt the shower. Desi knew how quick I wanted to be down first thing was did was got all the hair supplies ready. I was going to get a 18 , 20, 22 , 24 inc chinese bang brownish color. After 45 mins of sitting down I was finally done. Thanking Desi and paying her , I got in my car and rushed to the nail salon. Once I got to the nail salon I sit in my chair , I set an appointment 3 days ago. I decided on getting all white nails short though. It was now 9:45 and I had to be home now. After 20 mins of doing my nails , I got in my hair and sped off home. Once I got home I seen Jasmine in my room getting ready my reaction was shocked because Jasmine is actually mad at me because of the situation of me killing Anna but I know she'll get over it. I took a shower again but a 10 min shower. Once I got out I put on my dress and heels and brushed my hair , I didnt apply makeup because I rather be natural I only applied Red lipstick and I was loving it. My All black Micheal Kors heels matched my long black red dress ,I decided on a black Pandora neckale I got from my brother as a Birthday gift which I never worned before and My Pandora bracelet I was simple but cute. I grabbed my Cap and Gown and asked Jasmine was she ready to leave simply just nodding we made sure everything was okay and we got what we needed and left. As got in the car I cranked up the engine. As we sat in the car Jasmine started talking "Nisha just because you did something I don't like dosent mean I wont still Love you , who am I to judge we all sin maybe not in the same way but No sin is bigger than the other and I still Love you So much trust me " "I know Jas I love you to and thank you for being honest with you even though I know you want to punch me in the face your being civil instead of taking it to another level , but today is the big day fuck all that this is the day we have been getting for for years only God knows. Turning Into the school parking lot we got out the car and rushed in the school. It was now 11:50 We were a little late but fuck that we already practiced everything so we know what to do. 12:00 approached and now this is what we been getting for not only Jas and I everyone else that name in on the list to receive their dioplama. As the Principal gave a speech he finnaly started calling out the name in Alphabetical order. They called Jas and I name and we recieved our diploma. I didnt care on anything else as long as I got my diploma I was bout ready to leave but I waited until everything else was over to leave. Jas , Jamal and I decided on Golden Corral. Jamal meet me at the Gaudtion and Jas boyfriend is in jail right now for battery he beat up some dude a couple days ago and the judge denied bond so 2 months is how long he will be in jail because he still is 17 he still is Juvenile. Jamal dropped out like 3 months ago. I dont approve of it but he made up his mind and really does not want to go back. Golden Corral was soo gud and I was ready to go home. "We should go to a Strip club today" I said and Jamal and Jas agreed with me .. So strip club it is tonight