But I'm a Werewolf

But Im Sorry Again

-Allyson-

Oh shit! Shit shit shit! I can't do anything right can I?

"I've only had my mate for 3 days and already pissed her off and offended her more than I can count!" I said, taking off my apron and handing it to Fiona, "Cover for me okay? Its not busy so it shouldn't be a big deal. We can talk more later." I said giving her a cross look.

She just gave me an apologetic shrug and motioned towards the door.

I got into my truck and slowly drove towards where Rose had walked away, trying to track her scent. She was moving fast, must be in wolf form, I have to find her and apologize... Again...

-Rosalina-
I can't believe her. Was the moon goddess punishing me?! Why was Allyson my mate? She's such a...such a...privledged pack member!!

Remember Rosalina, you are a rougue. Remember why. Remember what pack members did to your family. You don't need any pack member for anything, they will only betray you in the end. She views you as weak, as baggage, as nothing, just like everyone else. You're just a Rogue!

Those were my thoughts as I ran, in wolf form, towards my tree, the only thing in this world that could make me feel okay right now. I shifted to human form and climbed to the top of my tree, grabbing a blanket I had left up here and looked at my lake, then remembered what happened with her in this spot...

I started sobbing. Why did I love her? She was a pack member, I was a rogue. She had everything, I had nothing. She would never understand, and I understood everything all too well. She didn't mean to say what she did. Just like she didn't mean to almost mark me without my permission. Both were my fault...right? I made the first move, I was weak, I'm just not the type of person she would even be friends with let alone love.

I could sense her near me. She was coming to find me, I needed to apologize, but I was still hurt. It was all my fault. Was it all my fault? Why was everything so complicated?

I could feel myself and my wolf grow weaker with depression.

Why do I do this to myself?

She was walking towards the tree now, and she was singing. The song itself was unrecognizable, but her voice was beautiful. I fell in love more and more with every note. She stopped singing as she came to the opening and looked up, seeing me in the tree. She climbed quickly, and I wasn't sure what to do. I didn't ,share my tree, this place was mine . And I wasn't sure what to say to Allyson at the moment.

When she reached the top I started to apologize, but she only shushed me and wiped away my tears, as I could see her own forming in her eyes. She pulled me closer to her, kissed my forehead, and whispered she was sorry. She began humming another tune I didn't know as we stared out at the lake, her arms around me, and my forgiveness given.

I looked up at the moon which was starting to appear in the sky.

"Thank you." I whispered towards the one who brought this complicated crazy amazing beautiful mess into my life.
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A/N: wow its been awhile since I updated and I am so sorry, im in 2nd semester of junior year and this is the most important year of high school so I have a lot o worry about, but you guys have no idea how excited and happy I am for over 4k reads, please like and leave comments you all are amazing thanks for your support and patience, keep reading ya lovely people.