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|Prouloge|

I am stuck in this void. A black hole in my mind that never ends. Maybe it's because of my actions. Or maybe it's because I have no one to love or to hold me when I'm crying and tell me everything is going to be alright. But that's my fault, I am the reason that I have this void. If it weren't for my addiction maybe I'd still have someone here for me. I know what I did was wrong and I know that I hurt a lot of people. That's probably why I have no one. I try to tell myself that it will get better tomorrow but I know it won't. Everyday is another battle for me not to end it all. No one would notice if I died or just up and left.  I wish I could say it would get better but it never will. I'm the reason my life is full of hurt.
My name is Tris Prior. I am an addict , a liar, a cheater, depressed ,and alone. Even though I've done wrong I'm asking, no I'm begging, for help.